“The hard times were coming again, it was the same crap day after day. At this point I don’t know how I kept putting up with it, people just don’t see the truth.” ~ Amber Oct. 12th
The tears rushed into my my eyes like a river, as I started the new entry in my journal. I know everyone experiences tough times, but I didn’t think that God would pick me to take on this challenge. I felt like my faith was being tested, and my relationships were crumbling beneath my feet.
Before we get started on all of the negativity, I think we should start off this story by reflecting on all of the positive things that happened during these depressing experiences. It all started when I met the fantasy boy, Marco Buros. It was August 8th a beautiful summer
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The news was even more amazing than I could ever image… at least that's what I thought at that time. He was going to start going to school in my high school with me! As the end of summer approached Marco and I had been spending more and more time together. Our relationship was growing stronger and stronger, as we were growing closer and closer. As summer drew to an end, the beginning of a new school year drew closer and closer every day. I couldn’t help but imagine how great high school was going to be for me!
Tomorrow is my first day of high school as a freshman. Excitement is taking over me! High school is going to be the best four years of my life! ~ Amber Aug. 26th
The obnoxious beeping of my alarm woke me from my deep sleep. There I was standing in front of the mirror getting ready for my first day of high school. The deep thoughts flooded into my head like a river. “Who am I going to be?” “Are people going to like me for me?” (SV) “What’s class going to be like?” As I thought quietly that morning I decided to make a promise to myself... Amber you are not going to lose who you know God wants you to be, you are not going to change yourself to try to fit in with someone else, promise me you will not do that! ~ Amber Aug. 26th (First Day of High
It was mid-morning when I pulled up to school, still wondering if I made the right decision by enrolling. Instead of feeling calm, cool, and collected the only thing arriving early did was increase the feeling of impending doom. My mind was racing a mile a minute. Am I going to be able keep up to the bright minds fresh out of high school? It was time to find out.
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