My Day Of My Life

When I look back at my childhood I cannot picture it without you. You have helped shaped who I am today and for that I thank you. When I think of you i think about all the love that you have to give. I am so lucky to have you in my life and I will always cherish the memories that I have with you.

Life, in my opinion, was quite boring. Waking up every single day of my teenage life at the same time, eating breakfast at the exact same time, taking practically the same lunch five times a week, taking the bus with the same people I've known all my life and eventually ending up spending eight hours out of my day being around those people. At the end of the day, I still have to go home to meet my family. And yes, it may seem as if I'm a very moody and arrogant teenager, but in my defense, that was the old me. Everything about me changed on that fateful day.

With that letter it’s noon and I’m most likely to find her at Sammy’s. I see her a little ways up the street, and I start to run towards her. She turns around because someone starts to talk to her. Once I reach her I spin her around, and kiss her. Her reaction feels shocked at first, then she kisses me back once she realizes who it is. After the kiss was over I notice her crying I ask “Why are you crying beautiful?” She says to me “It’s been so long I thought you would have forgotten about me.” I look at her with tears welling up in my eyes and reply “I could never forget about the girl of my dreams, the girl that I love, and the girl I can’t live without.” I then decide that this moment is the perfect moment. I then with no second thought got down on one knee. With no words in my mouth to say she still understood what my gesture meant. She then with no words in her mouth to say nodded yes. I then stood upright, and tilted her back a little bit. I kissed her yet again, but this time more passionately with more meaning. I knew deep down inside of me that this is my girl, my everything, and here shortly she will be my wife and the mother to my

I clearly remember the night before your first day of kindergarten. After we had packed your snacks and lunch, laid out your outfit and tucked you like a mummy into bed, Dad and I sat on our bed talking about the school years to come. We were excited for you, of course, but I was also emotional. I started crying, telling Dad that I was afraid to let you go out into the big world by yourself, afraid that people – kids – might be mean to you and I wouldn’t be there to protect you. Dad, in his usual way, reassured

You both are so prominent in my life and I could not be more thankful for that. This year has brought about a lot of challenges, while also many good times. Like, showing up to Disney at six in the morning after not sleeping the night before. Or finding out that I have a high chance of surgery, but you both were there through it all. Thank you for always loving me in the good and the bad times. “You taught me to do the right things. You’ve given me everything I will need to make it through this crazy thing called life. So don’t you worry about me. There’s no way you’ll ever lose me”; YOU’RE STUCK WITH ME, YOU TOO

Twenty years ago today, God gave me my second child. She has come to have many nicknames from my gift from God, my Angel of Jesus, to my Princess. Lauren Bailey, you have developed into a beautiful young lady, who is head strong and always knows what she wants. Even as a baby you knew what you wanted and how you were going to do things. When the doctors told me that they needed to take you away as soon as I had you, I lost a piece of me, because I did not know what to expect especially after your first surgery at five days old, but you showed your dad and I that you were strong and willing to live. You have shown so much courage, even at 9 years old, when you had your open heart surgery and you told me “Mom if God wants me to be with him, I

You had your whole entire life ahead of you. If I had the opportunity I would hold you and show you what it means to really love someone. Your parents should not have given up on you, they should have provided you with everything that you needed. You never had the chance to just be a kid, living most of your life in the hospital. I wish you had more time to just be happy, but I know that where you are now you not feeling any pain. I don’t know if you ever heard those three little words from someone before but I love you. I want you to know that the world has heard your story, and people like me are making it their life goals to stop other kids from going through the same experience you went through. If I had the opportunity to meet you, I will tell you how brave you were to stay with your parents. Not of what happened is your fault, and hoped someone told you this. Looking at your pictures, I can almost see ow happy you were despite the circumstances. There’s nothing I can do for you now, but I just want to say that I will honor you, by helping other kids in your

I love you and have been in love with you for a long time, my heart❤ has found its way to you with all my love. I want to be with you and only you. I have never known someone so beautiful, and honest. I love the memories that we made together, i will treasure them like i treasure my love for you, you just mean so much to me. Just seeing your smiling face or hearing you heart-melting voice brightens up the worst of days and I'd like you to know that I love you so much, more than I have ever loved anyone. I want to stay with you for as long as you'll let me.

Most of all, I love us. I love how much we’ve connected and grown on each other. I honestly can’t believe how lucky I am to have found my soul mate by the age of seventeen. I can’t believe that at seventeen, we’ve already discussed plans to travel together, a place to live, and children. I can’t believe that at seventeen, I already know that you are the woman I want to

Babe, I love and cherish you so much, and I am well aware that I don't show you it frequently, so I wanted to express my love for you.

Your beam was so beautiful, I love when I used to tell you jokes and watch you laugh. Our bond was there through thick and thin it was unbreakable. I even miss the mornings when you would scream at me to get up and stop being lazy. Those were the days I was in a normal mindset back then now I am not the same guy you think I was. Natures beauty is so life changing and has been impactful to my lifestyle. These past months have been very poignant to me because as I get closer to having no food. When I think of my food going scarce my thought process starts thinking of my loving family. I think about the good times we had. Even though I am stuck in my Great Alaskan Adventure I will always love you

I wish I could’ve taken you from all of the pain and hold onto your little 9 year old hands forever. At times when we were together, you know I was a bully to you occasionally, but I could’ve have also been your greatest friend at times as well. When you had arrived in my life I was only 6 years of age, you are my first nephew, and you were the first diaper I had ever changed in my life. Some days I watched you sleep in your bed and hold your miniature hand and watch your small fingers wrap around my big index finger. As I watched you sleep as a baby, I admired your innocence and purity. You carried your innocence and purity all the way up to the day we were separated from each other. Life would be fulfilled if you were still with us. Each day I wonder how you would look, or of what you might’ve become, or the man you could have been. We shall never find out though what you could have been. There is never a day where I do not think of you, and you are in my prayers every day. Don’t ever forget how you are and always will be most treasured by

I am curious to see the world you are living in, for I know it’s something inspiring just like mine was many years before. It was such a privilege to watch your parents grow, and develop into the unique personalities in which they possess, and there is no doubt that they feel the same about you. As my time is quickly ticking away, I pray that you’ll take it to heart as I share with you some of my valuable life lessons and use them as a guide throughout your life.

I noticed the note on my pillow that you had given me and it made me think about how grateful I am to have caring parents like you two. I just wanted to say thank you, and all you and Mom have done for me. I could not be who I am without the support you have given me. You say that you are proud of me, but I don’t think you know how much that really means to me. I see all of these other kids and their families and all I can think about is how grateful I am to have you guys as my family. The ones with a brain in their heads, and the thoughtfulness to put letters on their son’s pillows and lunchboxes.

It has been nearly a year since we started talking again after years of no communication. Words do not suffice to express how much I truly love you, and how grateful I am that you entered my life. You have been one of my biggest supports, you have believed in me when I felt that no one did, you have given me your all: your love, your time, your energy, your lost hours of sleep, your tears, your laughs. To this day, whenever I am in doubt, you have always cheered me on and made me believe that I can do anything, that I don’t have any limitations, and that has changed my life; you have changed my life. I never thought you would come to hold such high value in my heart, but I am glad you did, and all the time has been worthwhile. I like to think that I do not have a heart, that I am apathetic, but there are two factors outside of family that say otherwise: my love for children, and you.