My Letter : A Letter Essay

Hi... I've been trying so hard to respect that you needed some space but I just can't not talk to you any longer. I understand if you no longer want anything to do with me or if you even want to talk to me but I just want to let you know how sorry I am and how ashamed of myself I am for hurting you the way I did. You are what I loved most in this world and I ruined it. I am so sorry for lying to you and making you feel the way you did. I am also so so sorry if I ruined your week with you're family. I pray I didn't. You probably dont think I do but I love you so much Ellie and I always will. I really want to fix things, I'm willing to do anything in my power to fix things I just need to know whether or not you want me to because I will understand

I’m sorry. I just miss you and want you to know that I love you very much.

Well, here it is, babe. A surprise letter, written in horrid handwriting, now in your hands. Boy do I not like my handwriting, especially now when my girlfriend will be reading it, But like you said, you have a slacker as a boyfriend so dont expect this mess to change any time soon (I kid, babe). Now, I didn’t write to you to complain about my writing. This past week was hard. i saw you struggle with depression and it hurt. It hurt watching you cry. So, with somewhat renewed enthusiasm to make you smile, here are a few reasons I think you are strong.

I apologised to your family, I miss them but i’m not so sure they want to see me even though they tell me it’s not my fault. I don’t believe them.

I’m really getting annoyed that this situation is going the way it is . . . Your life is NOT going to end. You’ll move on and I’ll move on. But, apparently, you don’t respect my decision . . . I NEVER wanted to end this like this, so hostile and cold . . . Hate me if you will. But you should remember that I could never hate you.

Nor do I have the same emotional resilience or strength. There is already too much uncertainty around me which now makes me anxious (that will hopefully pass) which is detrimental to everything in my life. I don't have any expectations of you,  nor am I making any demands of you but merely just asking. What do you really want from me if anything? (you never know whatever that is it might be OK). Too many people I care about have and are disappearing from my life, so I would just like to know where I am with you at least for now, so the ground under my feet quakes a little less and I can reduce my level of worrying. I’ve probably said more than

Dear Katie, I can’t believe what a horrible person i’ve become. What a mindless, thoughtless person I am to be so rude to such a kind-hearted and loving friend. You didn’t deserve any of this. You were right I had no right to talk to you the way I did. I had the chance to accept your apology, but instead I choose not to and that's where it all went wrong. I know now that you never wanted to hurt me by showing Liette that text and even if you did my behavior towards the situation was unacceptable. My behavior was extremely inappropriate, immature, and lacked the respect you deserved. What I did was shameful and disgusting, I've only known you for about 5 months but in these five months you have only shown me kindness and you didn't deserve the

I first wanted to apologize for not getting back to you. My intention was never to be unprofessional or disrespectful. I had an emergency back in December, and was not doing well for a while. I wanted to get in touch with you as soon as possible and let you know that I would still be very interested in possibly working with you for my thesis that I would be starting this summer. With all of this said, I know you may not want to set up a time to meet at this point. Again, I am very sorry for being unable to reach you sooner. Thank you for your time. Please let me know.

I know you probably weren't expecting, nor want, to hear from me but when your mother came down to Arizona a few weeks ago she promised to give me your address. The reason being that I WANTED it; I want to talk to you. For the past few months the thought of you and our time together has been popping into my thoughts- no matter how simple they may be; memories replay on a constant loop, which is highly distracting... And once I heard you left for San Diego and happened to be in California while I was in the same area I couldn't believe how proud I was- AM- of you. I felt like you needed to know but I didn't have the opportunity until I saw your mother. And even then, I didn't know I could reach you this way.

Hey! I'm not here to cause any drama or problems. There isn't any need in that. However I saw that you have expressed you are not very fond of me to Jordan, and I respect that. I'm glad that you could express it even if your manner was quite bitchy. I respect your opinion, however the fact you are bitter enough to hold grudges from are past is pitiful. I understand you may have been jealous not of me directly, but Jordan dating someone that wasn't you. I completely understand that, and I'm sorry for your sake your feelings for him weren't reciprocated. With that said, whatever issues you have with me are open for discussion just let me know! I will not change to please you, as Jordan and others who matter to me are pleased with who I am. I

Well this Christmas I planned to buy you a gift but unfortunately, it was not in my budget. I could barely buy kyrin gifts. However, I decided to make you something instead. Well write you something. You know that lately we have not been on good terms. I am not sure if we are still together or not. I been trying to talk to you to get everything straight but we never talked about our issues. It is quite frustrating and upsetting. This week I really just want to give up on us. It seem like we never will be on the same page with boundaries in a relationship. However, this note is not about me pleading my case about what I want you to do it more about my feelings towards us. I guess...however, you sum it up. However, any who...I had a mindset of me

You don't get to lie to everyone else about me and then try to "wish me joy" on email on Mother's Day. I don't know this fake, lying, manipulating Sham, and I never want to. I've left you alone. I've minded my own business. I now think it's waaaaayyy past time that you start doing the same. I tried being your friend at one point and you refused it, but you've now done things that I'll never want you as a friend. That said, I do apologize for my contribution to anything messy since that email. I am a genuine person, not this awful crazy person you reallllyyyy want others to think I am, and I do wish you all the best this world has to offer. I've forgiven you for all of your lies you've tried to spread about me, but I'll never want to be your friend or want your condolences. Ya know, lies are a funny thing. They can only be fueled and fueled with for so long, but when the people you tell it to meet me, I don't even feel the need to put them out. I'm just me and they get to know me and know that you are the one with the issue. Done ranting. Done emailing you. Good luck with everything.

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Question: What is the function of genre? Would you classify the ‘Purloined Letter’ a detective fiction or mystery?

Yeah, I don’t really know what I am doing with myself anymore. When we started dating I was confused and scared. I pushed you away. I know and I feel horrible about it. I didn’t mean to but I just didn’t know how to express my feelings for you and I don’t do well with embarrassment or compliments. And It’s easy for me to get embarrassed when someone I like says something nice to me or about me. Later on I heard that you had done some unfavorable things to people I was close to and I became conflicted. Then my friend told me that he wished for me to break up with you. We talk often about me breaking up with you. People thought that I didn’t really love you, to be honest I wasn’t really sure if I loved you. Then thanksgiving came around and I couldn’t see you or talk to you everyday, so I wished to see you everyday. Though that didn’t come through because I ignored you. Though it wasn’t intentional at first as time passed I was afraid of answering you because I didn’t know what to say. I stopped talking because you insisted on buying me a Christmas gift. Which is a nice gesture but I didn’t want you to buy me anything because I was fine with just having you. The last day we were together Jaden said you were upset with me and I understood why I mean I did ignore you that that hurt you so much. But when you said you would ignore me the rest of the day it made me really upset, Instead of being mature and ignoring that comment since I knew you weren’t going to