My Memories Of My Life

At twenty-two years old my younger-self had previously pictured me in an entirely different place. I never imagined living in Texas, I’m originally from Chicago, and that’s where I thought I would reside. I thought I’d be graduated from college already, but fate had a different plan. And never in a million years did I think I would become a drug addict; but I am, and you know what? It’s been the best thing that has ever happened to me, it’s something I’m truly thankful for now. See, all the things listed above may seem like negative things if you look at them from an outside perspective; however to me, they’ve changed me in ways I never thought possible just six months ago. Multiple circumstances have led me to this point, but a few stick

For the majority of my life, I had been shy, even though it didn’t seem like it most of the time, I was scared to death when I met new people. I know that it sounds extremely trivial, but I feel that when you first meet someone, you’re ultimately giving them their first impression of yourself and that is a lot of pressure. It seemed almost certain that I would lead a life of being a social wallflower until March 2017, more specifically, March 28th, 2017. This day was and still is important to me because I learned how to be confident, and through my experience, it taught me something that I will hold onto forever. Prior to this day, I was an extremely introverted person and rarely went out of my way to make friends. As a volunteer at day

My story begins when I looked at the world around me and wondered what it would be like without me. I would stare at the sunset near my home and just wonder. I thought things would function the same. I’m no one who's made a big impact in this world yet. But, I did know I’d have an impact on the people closest to me and though that may not be the world… it is to me. That was enough for me to realize that I had to get better emotionally because I am who I am. I realized I should not allow people’s ignorance determine my emotional state even if it’s from the people within the world I just mentioned. As anyone who’s gone through the same thing, they know it isn’t easy to overcome. I probably had an immense amount of resilience to get through this.

From my adversity and hardship I unveiled who I am and what I am capable of. I ventured outside my comfort zone; challenging myself to start new conversations everyday and foraging friendships faster than a tempest. I also started to express my curiosity and discovered the metamorphosing world in which I live by throwing myself into the wilderness with Outdoor Ed. Most importantly, I embraced others and helped them be happy, to stop them from feeling alienated like I did. l saw that I held the power and I hoped that I could help others see the same.

My setbacks and challenges through being a foster child took me on a journey that continues to greater things because God’s plan is big. Hardship did not overpower me in the end. I am surrounded by people who love me. Challenges that I came to encounter turned into things I would not change for the world, like my adoption, and my Christianity. That blaze that once tore the inside of me now dispenses

Like a stray dog wandering the streets, I spent the first few years of my life not knowing exactly where I belonged. I drifted down the same roads seeking answers that I failed to find. I thought maybe I was just looking in all the wrong places. I was quite blind to all of my potential until the day I met Charity Filmore. From her physical appearance she can seem very intimidating, but underneath it all she is just a strong mentally as she is physically. When you watch her, she behaves as if her life is constantly going. She jumps from one adventure to the next. Charity Filmore has taught me many lessons over the years. She has encouraged me to never, ever give up on something I am determined to conquer, to never listen to those people who will always be in my life telling me I cannot accomplish my goals, and most importantly, to enjoy my life to the fullest extent. She was the one who sparked this crazy journey I call my adventure of life.

In a world like today, one must stay true to their own beliefs, even if they are standing alone. A individual must have a mode for motivation and a positive outlook. Keeping me going in today’s world is important. I need to do me and what makes me happy. I want to leave an impact on the world, no matter what people think. I realize i have done wrong in my life, but I can accept it. I’ve been lost, now I’m found. I want to leave my mark somewhere, I don’t really care where, just somewhere that it will make a difference. I’m ready to show people who I am and what I’ve done. I’m proud of myself and doing what my mom has always wanted for me.

"Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light," an iconic quote, spoken by Helen Keller, had a impeccable impact on me this year. Some people walk into your life and change it for the better. That is what Sara Pahlevan did to me. Her kind, charismatic, and understanding personality makes the whole world smile with her. Sara's influence on me has given me new insight about the world around us.

Life is a journey of self-discovery and every day I finding out new things about myself that previously I didn’t know about. Some days are a struggle for me but I know I must keep going in order to make my family proud as well as myself. Even when the going gets rough I just know that Maya Angelou said “I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” This helps me keep a positive attitude because I want people to have a positive opinion about me. Though, I do not know every detail about my personality, I know that I am a lover and a caregiver, who feels that music, the ocean, and Mccomb, Mississippi symbolizes them.

Do you ever wonder how people are or will be in the next year(s) or in my case, 10 years from now? Well this girl named Alyssa, she has a lot in her and also with each and every step she takes. I’ve inquired her and also asked deep questions as well to seek what is within her and also not just see what is being shown from her expressions, but also to seek what is within inside her. We also share the same “What makes you unique?” We may have different perspectives, but it all comes down to be almost the same. She not just showed the greatness part of what is what we see, she told a better part that not all tend to show others, and I will speak of it and show how much of a great person she is.

I am grateful I have arrived at a place where I recognize those insecurities within myself, but I created a world that would protect me on the inside. I would not let people get close to me from fear of hurt and pain. I viewed my marriage as a failed attempt, but I was grateful that I had two children from the relationship. I understand I chose the very unhealthy relationship I was running from. As I reflect on that journey from my childhood to adulthood relationships and the trauma, I realized I was intrigued to assist people who were just like me: lonely, in despair, or victimized by a system of oppression. I helped others because I wanted someone to help

As she shared this with me I could see in her eyes that this statement was genuine by the way her eyes locked with mine and the corners of her eyes lifted upwards as if her eyes were even smiling themselves. The farther in depth she went into this topic the more she unveiled her true colors to me. Gabrielle is the oldest sister of three and had to do more than most children should ever have too. When Gabrielle was still just a child at age 11 her mother had been in a car accident that put her in the hospital for months. “This was terrifying for me as a kid because my moms’ sister died before I was born and I had no idea what would happen next.” As she spoke it was obvious that this was a soft spot for her. Her voice became unsteady as she spoke about the traumatizing event in her life. Unsure of her mother’s critical condition, Gabrielle knew she had to be strong for her sisters and stay positive. “I knew that I had to be there for my sisters. My Dad worked until about six every night and I had to make sure my sisters were okay until he got home. I would make sure that

Everyone has a story to tell but I’m willing to let mines make a difference! I’m in moving ways a lot of people don’t understand I’m making enemies in people who are suppose to be my support system but instead they are jealous and envious and hate the fact I’m changing and growing and becoming the women God intended me to be . Through out this transformation I find out what my passion was and that is to help other become who they are ! No just putter Beauty but the beauty that lyes in our heart and soul ! In 2018 i will be launching my baby “Trinity’s secret “ A place where young women and young adults will be able to come and get the Emotional, Financial, Medical,Educational support that we all deserve!

My life has prepared me well for a future in helping others. Having overcame multiple instances of emotional abuse as well as social isolation throughout the course of four straight years, I have developed deep compassion and empathy for others. Being faced with multiple different instances of abuse that not many adults have gone through during my childhood has forced me to view the world in a more serious and objective manner. I have spent endless hours reflecting on my past experiences, comparing myself to others, wondering why things have happened the way they did, and how I can make my life better, even with the poor circumstances I had been given. I’ve remained adamant on becoming selfless and learning how to help others. I’ve

One of the memories that is more permeate in my mind is when my father had to travel to China for business intentions. I remember when he leaves the country, but not more than when he arrived home. Usually, when he came back home, he usually bring with him some gifts for me and my mother, and he never forgets to bring me my favorite gift which I still love when he give away to me. I like to call it as the God´s dessert because of its curious shape of production, intense flavor, and delightful meaning.