My Thoughts On My Life

For the majority of my life, I had been shy, even though it didn’t seem like it most of the time, I was scared to death when I met new people. I know that it sounds extremely trivial, but I feel that when you first meet someone, you’re ultimately giving them their first impression of yourself and that is a lot of pressure. It seemed almost certain that I would lead a life of being a social wallflower until March 2017, more specifically, March 28th, 2017. This day was and still is important to me because I learned how to be confident, and through my experience, it taught me something that I will hold onto forever. Prior to this day, I was an extremely introverted person and rarely went out of my way to make friends. As a volunteer at day

I'm still not quite sure how it happened, I think I did something to displease him in some way. One day he just stopped speaking to me. My heart ever so slowly broke, every day that he acted, though I never existed. What was once whole was shattered; where before there was peace is isolation, echoes of an affection I put my everything into. With each passing day he took another step away. No matter how many times I asked what I had done wrong he never had an answer. The days were slow, cold, and wretched. I felt as if there was something wrong with me. For some time after that, I felt I would never love someone again. I had been heartbroken before, but there was always a reason that helped ease the pain of it away. When he gave me no explanation it was like a wound left open to

He’s just always been there, a sort of constant in my ever changing life. Now don’t get me wrong, we didn’t talk everyday, or even every few days. We would go through spells when we were inseparable, and then we would only see each other at school. This had no effect on our relationship. Every time we would start to pick back up, we would share the details of our life with one another.

October 8, 2015, was the first band concert of the year. I always enjoy band concerts. A group including Justin Hansen, who was dating Tori at the time, Brette Bryant, Tori and me all decided to go to Cook-Out really quickly. As we pulled in Tori pointed to Henry’s car and explained how it broke down earlier and how he was upset. I thought it would be nice if we left him an encouraging note on the windshield of the car, so he would see when we went to retrieve the car later that night. They all agreed that was a good idea, so we all wrote personalized notes on a sheet of notebook paper and left it. That night after the concert, Henry sent me a text thanking me for the note. He told me how he really needed the encouragement. At that moment, I figured it would be a great time to tell Henry I liked him. I wasn 't completely sure that I liked him, but I knew I enjoyed him slightly more than just a friend. Much to my surprise, he told me he felt the same way about me. He was actually jealous when he saw how much I liked Wallace, and wished it was him. That made me feel great, because I never knew the boy in my Latin 2 class, felt the same way. As a result, we had a mutual agreement that we would attempt a relationship. I never truly saw a future for us the way he saw and by the third week, I cut off whatever we were. I tried to explain to him how I felt,

His eyes sparked with recognition, though before he could press on the subject a loud ringing drew our attention, my doorbell sounding out in the house. With rather excited movements I shoved him off me and ran down the stairs, opening the door to reveal Olivia, a grin plastered on her features.

Tsukihito opened his mouth, intending to say something, but then closed it when he looked at me. His eyes widened when something wet fell on his hand. I raised my hand to my eyes and saw a tear on my

She waited nervously outside the door for him to answer. She wasn’t sure if she should try to seem normal, or give it away that something was going on. As soon as he answered the door, she could tell he sensed it anyways.

as though time had taken a halt. Containing the fear inside of me, I closed my eyes, reluctant to

I ignored my feelings for a while, pretending the whole thing never happened. Succeeding in this for over a year, I constantly pushed the thought of him from my head. Every time I made a choice in my life, however, I would unconsciously think of him. As I began to deal with what happened, that is what his memory became to me. A reminder to myself to create a life that I wanted to live not the one society had dreamt up for

Suddenly, a deafening noise came from behind me, like a clap of thunder. A freezing cold breeze rushed over my skin, giving me goosebumps. I whirled around to see the door closed.

Whether consciously done or not, Itachi angled himself away from you, allowing you better access. Your nimble hands worked over his shoulders, but the material of his shirt was nothing but a hindrance and you tugged it up gently, silently telling him

“ Many men are not,” I remarked as I study his face to make sure he was the one from my dreams.

Then we started seeing each other all the time when he came to my school. Sometimes his teacher invited me over to his class, and once it was even a surprise since Andrew always loved seeing me. I always loved how he was kind, brave, funny, crazy, loving, and a friend. It was fun since we played mario kart. Of course he beat me since racing games aren’t my strong point. At the beginning of the day I always stopped by his class room it was nice he showed me his stuff like his stick bots or fidget spinners. Then whenever i went to his house or he

Everyone has their own unique beliefs and motives that push them through their lives. I have many different beliefs instilled in me that mold my day to day life. These beliefs have been formed either by learning from my parents, or by personal experiences. One major conviction of mine is the pursuit of happiness. There are many ways to strive for happiness, and all people are unique in the fact that no one shares the same goals. My happiness comes from a core of beliefs. Religion is an extremely important part of my life, and I can thank my mother and father for that. Another belief of mine is that hard work pays off; in many situations I have been shown that a good work ethic goes a long way in being successful. I also believe in being an optimist throughout life’s trials and tribulations. Many things can upset me in day to day experiences; however, I believe it to be crucial to obtain a joyous attitude. These beliefs have become priorities to me and carry me through my life, and help me to succeed.

breathe or function at all and would be an empty shell for one cannot operate or function without it.