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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Analysis

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As a kid, I detested swimming. Not because I didn’t know how to swim or had a near-drowning experience, though. Instead, I had a phobia that vicious sharks were in the pool with me, waiting for a chance to sink their razor-sharp teeth into me and drag me to the bottom of the deep end to drown. Every time I went into a pool, whether it was three feet deep or twelve, these same violent imaginings ran through my mind, antagonizing me. I even saw the sharp-toothed monsters in my dreams at night. No matter how many times I was told that my irrational fear was exactly that- irrational, I could not shake these ideas from my head. I often experienced many different bizarre beliefs like my shark phobia. I have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, or OCD. It was unusual for a kid to have this type of thought process, so I seldom talked to any of my peers, leaving me with few friends. Due to its detrimental effects on a person’s mental health, OCD can lead to a life of isolation. …show more content…

These are thoughts and pictures that recur over and over again, ceasing to fade away, regardless of any and all attempts to make them go away. You don’t get a mental image of flowers or cupcakes habitually in your brain, however. Obsessions are, most of the time, unwanted, upsetting, and disturbing. They usually involve doing something to yourself or someone else that deep down you know you wouldn’t do. For example, you stand on a ledge or balcony and wonder what would happen if you jumped. Or you talk to someone face-to-face and contemplate punching him in the nose. My life is full of these ‘what-ifs.’ What if instead of cutting this piece of paper, I cut off all my hair instead? What if I drop-kick this dog across the room? I would never do any of these things, but they still appear in my mind and I can’t get them

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