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Personal Legend Research Paper

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Where I found my personal legend cannot be found at the time of my childhood. In fact, I didn’t do much of anything in my childhood. Growing up, and even now, I had a vague sense of what I would be doing when I’m older, as if I was looking through a lens that’s stuck on a blurry aperture. Whatever career interests I had were fleeting and unfitting. During my childhood, I lived in Hanford, an obscure farm town just south of Fresno. I spent my days being raised by my grandmother, sitting alone in my house and eating dinner alone until my parents came home while the same news channel played on TV. It’s nothing depressing; I even remember enjoying the solitude. I had a few friends, although I saw them as how people see most of their friends on social media: I do not really know who you are, but I sort of do, I guess, even if I have known you for years. Regardless, I was happy with being alone most of the time. This is the source of my introversion and the intensity of my self-awareness. Nevertheless, my strong sense of self-awareness doesn’t always mean I’ll know what to do, and it doesn’t mean I’ll be okay. …show more content…

I moved into a new house, went through the end of elementary school, and then moved on to middle school. In early middle school, I had gotten everything done on time and it could be said that I had a lot of positive traits about myself. However, you know those embarrassing phases people went through at different stages in their adolescence? Well, I went through them too, but somehow simultaneously--which was awful. I was incredibly awkward, but I was also quite pretentious; an embarrassing combination. Whatever embarrassing thing I said or did was great in the moment, but later on it turned into a horrible memory that I kept thinking about at night, wondering if anyone remembered it. The rest of the time I was brimming with anxiety, always avoiding to do something that I would subsequently

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