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I am ready to step into the place that God has placed in my heart. About ten years ago, I sought the Lord to direct my life. He answered one day and all I heard was “counselor” in my head. It echoed in my head as like a man standing on a mountain top calling in the wind. At the time I heard this, I wasn't ready for the task… There were so many things from my past that were still holding me captive. I had to let go and let God; but the distractions of the world, and fear of failure were too strong for me to fully begin to walk in God’s calling for me. At the age of seven I was molested. It was a hard and confusing time for me. It was a time where a young child should be playing, and simply just enjoying growing up. I felt like there was nowhere to turn for help or the understanding of those emotions. …show more content…

They were the best parents in the world, they were my world, and I felt that I couldn't let them down. I couldn't bring shame on their head’s for something that I did or didn't do, even at a child of seven years old. At the age of 8 I was molested by a next door neighbor. My father and mother did not know, and I didn't know how to tell them, nor did I find an answer in church. With a father and mother in church, of course, I was active in it; it was the way of life. In the mist of going through the molestation, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. At the age of ten, I again, was molested for a period of 10 yrs., and once again I did not tell anyone. Through all of this, I went through times of confusion, times of deep depression, and I put myself in situations where I felt that I could control the outcome, but it would always blow up in my face, and with every knock down….it sent me into a deeper spiral of depression. Thanks be to God that he never gave up on me, that he never turned his back on me. Today is the time for me to begin the walk that God has for

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