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Everyone has a fear, even me. Specifically I fear the past will change both me and my future. Your question might be what’s your past? That is my story to tell you. Should something like this ever happen to you, I know how you feel, and you know the same for me. In Sheridan, Wyoming I was a nine year old and I thought nothing would change my future. That’s when it came. The hidden truth. I wish someone would tell me the truth. No lies and no hidden truths. I mean I’m older now just tell me the truth of the past. I know now the past had changed, and why it changed.
My father said as he walked out to go live in a rental, “I have some adult things to think about.” At the time all I did was fear change. I feared the changes to the past would change …show more content…

I still live with my dad, but not very much. I see him between two and three point five days a week, it all depends on the week. Anyway, my dad was living in a rental just outside Sheridan, and after some time I figured out why he left. He left for another woman. I hated her then, and I still hate her now. Another one of your questions might be, why do you hate her so much? She changed my past, which could ultimately change me and my past. Yes, this experience has made me stronger, but sometimes all I feel is anger. Sometimes I wish I could change the past again, make my future happy. My grandma is always there for me, but I fear the future as well. Soon she will die, and then I really will have nothing. My family will always be there, but no one has the kind of bond I do to my grandmother. She is my place to go to forget the past. Not literally, she is the person I go to when I need someone to talk to who isn’t fully involved in my 100% crazy life. She is there if I need to share some more private thoughts. She knows of my horrible year, and she knows of my hate toward my stepmom. I know the past has already changed me, but I …show more content…

She put it as simple as possible, my dad was dating my new stepmom. Suddenly I felt my heart hit the hard chair beneath me. He left because of my stepmom. This was his big secret. I wonder if he was ever going to tell me. The big and ugly truth that loomed before me for so long, was actually sharing a dinner table with me. Then my mind flew to it’s favorite spot, memories. The divorce and secrets I shouldn’t know this well. All of them forming a monster like Frankenstein. My worst nightmare had 100% been confirmed, my life is not changeable. The past is irreparable. Now sometimes I try to hide from the truth, and the reality. The divorce, the secrets, and the

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