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Personal Narrative Analysis

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I remember lying face first on the couch, tears streaming down my face, for reasons that I did not understand. At the time I was only eight years old, so my understanding of the world, and my understanding of myself was relatively small. I would stare up at my ceiling, as the clock continued to tick, worrying about things that would seem trivial to other people. Living my life thinking that I was abnormal was something that I struggled with daily, it tormented me. Eventually my family brought me to a doctor, trying desperately to find out what was wrong with the inter-mechanisms of my mind. I ended up being treated for anxiety, something that seemed to follow me throughout all of my waking hours. I spent year upon year learning to control …show more content…

Two years ago I began to separate myself from the world, and almost everyone who lived in it. I would come home every day after school, and lock myself in my room for hours on end. I had begun to become unhappy, and the work I had put into my anxiety had begun to back peddle. I would lose myself to the electronic world because I believed that I was destined for failure in the real world. Hope seemed to escape from me. I mentally shut doors on almost everyone and everything related to the real world because I believed that reality was the source of my misery. I might have shut every door that connected me to this world, but to my surprise I forgot to shut an open window. My mother is the one person who I could never willingly separate from, she was my light in the darkness. I felt as though I had fallen into a deep darkness that nobody could ever make any brighter, and then suddenly my mom flipped the light switch. I needed someone to believe in me, I needed a sliver of hope in a world full of pain and agony. I continued to grow into the person I am today, and I began to accept that neither I or the world is

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