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Ever since I was young, I’ve had a fear of falling. Maybe it was because as a three year old I rode my bicycle off of the porch and my subconscious remembers it or perhaps my fear is for no reason. But for whatever reason, I’m terrified of falling. So I’ve always been cautious, careful. And that was how it was when I rode horses. I always rode with the reins tighter than necessary, leaning forward. My mom always says that I used to tell her that I did not want to fall off a horse. And to a short little seven-year old without any previous experience on a horse, falling is a very real and terrifying possibility. Especially when the back of the horse is so far from the ground.
One Monday in September of 2011, I went to Mallard Stables for my riding …show more content…

Not Commander specifically, but a horse I had ridden previously that had never been known to throw her rider. It never even occurred to me to not continue riding, though some riders may have quit after the experience. The kid who had been riding with me never returned after that day, probably scared by my fall. But I didn’t have the confidence I once did about my riding. My mistake had ruined that confidence. It had only heightened my fear of falling, so that I stuck with horses that I felt wouldn’t throw me.
But eventually, I made myself get back on Commander and face my fear of getting bucked by him again. And as I started riding him again, I realized that I was a fine rider. I had been bucked off, and it hadn’t hurt too badly, and as my riding instructor said, “You aren’t a real cowgirl until you’ve fallen off once.”
And soon, I decided to test my riding abilities by moving on to a different horse, a more difficult horse. So I set my sights on Paleface, arguably the craziest horse in the stables. And I was able to ride him. We bonded and he soon grew to become my favorite horse. Ever week, I looked forward to seeing him. Had I not made the mistake and ended up being bucked off, it wouldn’t have set off the chain of events which led to me riding Paleface. And because of the mistake, I learned to persevere and not to doubt myself. And it also made me face my fear of falling, so that now, although I am still cautious, I don’t have

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