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Personal Narrative: Demetrius

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Demetrius It’s one of those days again isn’t it? I thought so. Why am I such a freak? If I were more normal maybe I would have some friends, maybe I’d even have a girlfriend. It’s one of those days where I just don’t want to get out of bed. I want to sleep forever and never have to face the fact that I exist. But I do, I do exist and it sucks. Pull yourself together, Demetrius. Pull yourself together. I am such a nervous wreck, it’s this panic disorder. Some doctor in some office I don’t visit anymore wanted to smack that label right on my forehead. Gave me this big, orange bottle full of big, beige pills and told me to take one in a panic attack. I can’t tell if they make a difference, all I notice is they taste really bad and then I’m asleep. I don’t get it much really, but oh well; I guess it’s better to be asleep than to be insane. High school is quite the barrel of laughs, if I do say so myself. I don’t have many friends. Never really have. I ride the bus alone, I work on projects alone, I eat lunch alone, and I go home alone. My mom says I should be with the other kids more, problem is I don’t really like them. Most I dislike from the start and the others well, let’s just say I’m not popular. So I don’t mind being alone. Alone is safe and comfortable. Alone never changes and if I’m alone who could I possibly hurt. Only …show more content…

The metal of that knife is so cold. I can feel its rough texture rubbing against the soft flesh of my hands. I don’t want him to be in pain. I read once the neck is the fastest way to die. Maybe my angel and I can both die and leave the pain of the world. I climb up and hold that knife with both of my hands. I drop it. No, I must be strong for my angel. I can do it. He is calling for me. I need to help him. It will be quick, it won’t hurt him. I climb next to him. I slice. I slice again and again. There is so much blood. He struggles. No, I must have caused him pain. It can’t be. Then he stops moving. He stops

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