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The clock is ticking. I have no time left to spare. The clock reads 3:00 am, and I have yet to sleep. My laptop is in front of me, a cup of coffee rests in one hand, and an anxious younger sister sits beside me as I continue to check and correct her homework. When my younger sister, Zyna, was diagnosed with depression I was already an overwhelmed girl who slept too little. Not to mention stupid and selfish too. While I obsessed over my AP classes, promises to other students for free tutoring, and catching up to Game of Thrones, she was suffering. I prioritized my superficial needs over hers. As a sister I had failed. Soon after Zyna’s diagnosis she was enrolled into homeschool. However, her incompetent teacher who provided only one instruction: finish this by the end of the week, only added to her stress. She became worse. As a result I was handed the role of teacher. I stupidly assumed this would be easy, like tutoring another student. However, as I juggled school, other commitments, and Zyna it became apparent that 24 hours was not enough. …show more content…

Then when night arrives I am seated with Zyna at the dinner table explaining the concept of basic algebra, Roman civilization, and the purpose of Photosynthesis. As this routine continued I became dependent on the highly addictive temporary fix that is caffeine. However, as I continued to busy myself I unknowingly pushed myself my limits both physically and emotionally. This yearning to cry transformed from a monthly desire to a daily necessity. In the shower, at school, or while I am sitting in my desk doing work, there was this constant urge to

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