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Personal Narrative Essay

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There are two types of people in this world: those who take risks and those who think about it but do not. The people who take risks are the ones who make a difference in the world. The people who remain sedentary want to but they do not act. They tell themselves that they will do it tomorrow and they think they have time “for a hundred indecisions” (Prufrock). But humans are not immortal and it is time that fact is realized. People should live life to the fullest by taking risks because that is how life is measured.
When I was in elementary school, I moved from Connecticut to Kansas. I lost all of my friends and I was very depressed. As a result, I was very nervous around people and always “in despair at the” loneliness inside of me (Fitzgerald …show more content…

I made lots of friends who shared the same interests and got know some outstanding trainers and coaches. I decided to put my soccer skills to the test by trying out for the high school team. Based on rumors, I heard that this would be very hard to make. My friends and I practiced almost every day during the summer because we all shared the same aspirations to make the team. I went to the tryout and “it endured terribly” (Fitzgerald 100). I still thought I did well but on the last day, the coaches told me that I got cut. I was so mad that I felt like I was going to explode like a bomb “of insidious intent” (Prufrock). I rather would “have been a pair of ragged claws” (Prufrock) than a person who did not make the team. But, “I bit off the matter with a smile” (Prufrock) and left. After that, I hated soccer. I thought it was “time to turn back” (Prufrock) from soccer so I threw away my cleats. I did not want to ever play soccer again. My friends told me to tryout next year but I ignored them. I had worked really hard to make the team but instead, I got cut. But as the year went on, my boredom increased. I realized soccer was my passion and I had to play it. But I was plagued by numerous doubts such as the result if I do not make the team or the time commitment required to do it. I knew that I would have to practice harder than I did that summer and so decided to take a …show more content…

But I realized that my risk taking was only isolated to soccer and I wanted to apply that disturbance of the universe to other activities. I tried to make new friends by initiating the conversation first and I would always try to find a solution whenever there was awkwardness anywhere. I tried out for tennis and made the team. I also joined numerous clubs such as History Club and Science Knowledge Club. I joined my church’s choir to play the violin and started volunteering at libraries and hospitals. These endeavors have led me to discover new relationships and opportunities that could not have been found if I had not left my comfort zone and disturbed the universe. I thought that disturbing the universe was so easy that it was “almost ridiculous” (Prufrock). But I was wrong. I was “a little overwhelmed” (Fitzgerald 78) because I had academics as well. My grades we dropping since I was doing so many extracurricular activities. I did not do anything in almost any of my clubs. Also I got rejected when tried out for the KMEA orchestra for violin. So disturbing the universe has its pros and cons and definitely has no “sense of security” (Fitzgerald 166). I think in order to take full advantage of it, one must be able to tell when to take a risk or not. But in my opinion, the benefits outweigh the

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