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I sat in the rain for over an hour at my spot tonight, looking past the slate boulders and fallen trees of the forest I have grown to love so much. It's a good thinking spot. It's been my safe place to go when I cannot love myself. I use it often, if one would like to know. It's been raining all day, but I don't mind; it was fully worth the wet butt just to collect my thoughts outside. A stirring familiarity rushed through me tonight, but in a much more relenting way than ever before. As I was wrapping my arms around me for some warmth, suddenly, It became clear. Although some would take the comfortable stance and say that it was merely the wind or a random shiver, my blunt thoughts could only have come at this moment....this second in time, with everything else in its' place. It was as if an 8mm film reel had come to the end in my head, flipping around and around and around again, driving it home that it is over. …show more content…

Nothing stared back but rain. I guess I'm just completely stupid to believe in second chances, or that they could ever work out for me and you. Then came the biting finale because I know that there is no going back; even if I want to, I just can't, and you know the reasons. What I have known is no more and quite possibly never even was, and there is no sense denying it further. It's been almost four years, and it hurts more than you could ever

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