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Personal Narrative: Finding Myself In High School

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As a twin, finding myself is difficult. When I was younger, my twin, Audrey, and I were constantly grouped together as one. We were always “the Matthews sisters”, never “Abby and Audrey”. I always felt compared to her. If Audrey was good at softball, I felt like I had to be good at softball.I found it very difficult to be an individual. Being shy also contributed to me feeling this way because I could never stand up for myself. Whenever someone called me “Audrey”, I was too self-conscious to correct them. When I was in eighth grade, I became very insecure and lost what made me, me.
I wanted to grow, especially when I entered high school a few years ago. I needed to find myself. Freshman year, I had no classes with Audrey, which pushed me to …show more content…

In middle school, when teachers called on me, immediately my stomach would drop— all the attention was on me, which was frightening. That one, trivial moment would ruin my whole day. However, now, I participate in class more, and when teachers called on me, it isn’t the end of the world. I know how to adapt in unfamiliar and uncomfortable situations— I’ve realized it’s okay to be embarrassed.
As I begin to recognize myself as an individual, so did the people around me. People saw me as “Abby”, not just one-half of the Matthews twins. With each year of high school, came more self confidence. I formed my own opinions and learned how to speak up for myself. Throughout every year of high school, a few of my teachers would give the students graded discussions. These would entail me to speak to the class and voice my opinion about the particular topic. I used to fear them but now, I actually enjoy them because I like to say what’s on my mind. I love hearing others’ opinions while expressing my own.
Today, I am very much my own person. I have my own likes and dislikes and, strengths and weaknesses. I am comfortable in my own skin. As I become more confident, I am seen as separate from my twin, not as one. I no longer feel forced to meet the expectations that are set for Audrey. I am proud of my

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