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Reflection: it is something I do not get to do often at my own will, but a pressure that forces itself on me at my grayest hours. Here I am, three days after the incredible success of my very first conference; and there is a feeling of dissatisfaction and sadness. My vision for this conference was executed in the best way it could, I had the most important people there, I added to my name positively and again, and I proved to those who looked down on me, that their words are nothing but characteristics I know I am not. But yet, I feel incomplete. In the past 4 years of my high school career, I have acquired the ability to put on events that uplift spirits such as pep rallies and speak up for people who are unable to speak for themselves. My …show more content…

Moving had already become a part of my routine at this point, so there was no shock in news. The interesting factor about Rexdale is that it is also a priority neighborhood, in addition to the Jane and Finch area. The similarities between both communities are that they both have notorious reputations of crime and violence. Considering this, I thought that my adjustment would not be as strenuous as my previous experiences. I thought wrong. People in my neighborhood are more infatuated with crimes such as drugs and gun violence here, than in North York. In our little borough located between Woodbridge, Mississauga, and Brampton, there is a being of heartlessness and relentlessness that lives between the cracks of the broken hearts of the bereaved and the financially unstable. A characteristic that I have noticed about Rexdale is that we lack community. There is always a lingering presence of hostility between every individual. It is so embedded into our way of life that is seeps into our household and manifests itself as a lifestyle rather than a …show more content…

I had a disagreement with one of my friends and she resulted into saying “You are so black”. Might I say that the cause of this conflict was because of a missing highlighter, and as a result, my friend Bryanna decided to throw a tantrum and accuse me of the crime. I tried reasoning with her, but it was no use. It was a cool day in October, but as I walked into school that day I felt that the air was different. I knew that something troubling was going to occur. Ever since Bryanna made that comment of being “too black”, my classmates felt as if it was their duty to highlight the perceived negativities of my blackness every day. As this was continuing, it was inevitable that I believed everything they said. I hated my skin, I felt like it was a sin, and in turn developed anti-black methods to separate myself from this stigma as much as

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