Personal Narrative-It Was Lust At First Sight

‘’...he was on the verge of real love. I thought it would be nice for me to be in love

"I fell in love with the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.", "I fell in love with the way you touched without using your hands."; these were just some of the quotes that I read, and connected when I thought about him. I didn't want to admit it, I waved it all off as a crush, puppy love, and it's just teenage hormones. The reality was I was falling for him with every passing moment. This feeling is so peculiar; it stretches throughout my whole body. It's inundating, yet makes me feel complete. It feels as though I'm in a dangerous fire, yet I'm completely safe at the same time. It feels as though someone's given me tranquility. It feels as though my heart is dancing around my chest; and a hole, I never knew was there, has been filled. I feel so light like I'm on top of the world yet my heart is constricting and it feels as if there's no oxygen in my lungs. When we made eye contact in the halls it seemed as if everyone else stopped and for a few moments in time it was just us. If only that were true.

His physical characteristics, mannerism, and personality captivated me. He is tall, Caucasian. His brown eyes match the color of his hair, and his white skin makes his hair looks darker. His breath is fresh and tempting; his lips tantalizing. His jaw bone is like the one of an angel and everything in him is beautiful. His long neck is always well perfumed, and every time you get near you can feel the sweet-smelling fragrance. His long, toned arms can hug you like a bear along with his hands that are big and masculine. His chest is hard and tanned; his abs prominent. His long, strong legs are like the ones of a sports man as well as his feet. His gentlemanly mannerism and courtesy are one of a kind. Furthermore, he is intelligent and mature. He can have fun like a little boy and can make me laugh with whatever craziness he does. He is very energetic and a great leader. He may be explosive at times, but most of the times he reasons before he talks and knows exactly what to say. The man

He was definitely everything I could 've ever dreamed of. Tall, muscular, very handsome and the most beautiful green eyes I had ever seen in my life. His name was Adam. I guess you could say it was love at first sight I mean I fell in love the very moment I laid my eyes on him and I knew he felt the same. We spent every minute of every day together. He loved me in a way nobody else ever did. I had finally found my happiness. The love of my life. My other half.

I didn’t know if Dale and I were out on a date or just spending time with each other. opening doors, holding out my chair, me snatching him back before he walks into a light pole, in front of a moving car, or trip over the sidewalk all because he kept looking at me. I didn’t know if I was flattered (highly) or frighten (highly as well). When hours or days go by and with me only remembering him opening his car door on a bright sunny day as I was getting into and… Dale opens the car door for me at night to getting out, what girl wouldn’t be a bit spooked. I knew I was in love with Dale and not just because of his good looks, had blinding smile, or his lips kissing me felt… Let’s leave the turning my legs to soft dough out of this conversation. What girl wouldn’t fall to pieces the way he lifts my leg. However, but something just didn’t feel… right. Tonight we were having dinner at his house and then to the movies.

I knew the moment I walked in and saw him standing there that we were going to make love- fierce angry love… the knowledge caused me to moisten

He looked at me, it was so intense. He took a step forward and put his hands on the sides of my face, he held me still, just in case I’d like to move away, which I didn’t. He slowly grabbed my hair with one hand and tugged it, moving his hand down my neck and pulling me toward him. My lips parted and my eyes closed, the anticipation made my breathing shallow and fast. I would have melted if he hadn’t kissed me soon, and he did. The rest of the world was forgotten, I was dizzy and my legs trembled. But as suddenly as the kiss began, it ended. He turned around and left the room without saying a word. Dumbfounded and thrilled at the same time, I stayed were he left me for a few minutes, still feeling his lips on mine, still tasting him.

I hadn't been able to tell him what I had planned to before this happened; I was in love him. It had just happened, the first swellings popping up a year ago. They grew stronger and stronger over time, no matter what I did. Eventually, even when he flicked his hair,

I was lost in him. I wanted so badly to be loved, desired, respected, by someone like him.

He was one of your sibling's friends, her cousins was close to his family, he's Karkat's best friend for fucksakes all shouldn't be doing this and yet...here you are curled against him. This is how you two spend your alone together, sneaking about to fuck each other and daresay make love every now and then. Biting on you lower lip hair you glace on at the pale man besides you examining him. Shaggy dark brown hair reaching his shoulders, a long pale neck covered in hickeys. You eyes travel to his naked chest and you couldn't help biting your lip harder. He wasn't the strong but he did have a strong chest and nice arms. Looking at his arms you gently stroked one of the tattoos before you looked up at his face. His oh so handsome face, heh, he

It was the way his hair smelled. Clean. Cool. Coconuts. Long curls, straight strands. I wanted to bury my fingers in it, weave it into my soul and bind him to me forever. It was the way his skin felt smooth and warm and lush. I wanted to live in him. I wanted to lose myself in him. His past, his present and his future were my drugs. I was a hopeless

It was his smile that gave me fever over my body. It was good to know that the attraction was felt between the both of us. It seen weird for a guy to flirt with me. I never had the teen pageant face of most girls you see here in this small town of no where. I actually felt that I would never find true love here and that I would probably have to travel far to find it. That is if it actually exist. For a guy to give me attention of my existence made me wonder if I was fantasizing his attraction to me.

I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once. I don’t really know when it exactly happened, but somewhere in between our intense eye contact and wiping my tears away as my walls came down that I spent years crafting, I crashed into you fully and never looked back.

How he makes my heart skip a beat And when I’m near him I fell complete. I think about him every day I plan out exactly what to say

I sat there infatuated with his voice. Watching him I noticed how his eyes lit up when he talked about it, he cheeks seemed fuller. He looked