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A giant navy blue blanket pulls over the sky with shimmering stars sew on as buttons. The boundless sky above held varying hues of vermilion rays striking through the soot covered cotton balls. The rays provided a weird warmth and reassurance that they would come back again. However, with much of the warmth and reassurance, tears ultimately still rolled down my face much like the rain droplets run down the glass panes. The swing moves back and forth to the pace of the tip of my feet, kicking off the bare black mat floor. With each additional creak of the moving swing, the accumulation of tears and snot intensified. A tingling sensation finds itself in my bright ruby nose from the jarring wind. What am I going to do now? What will I tell my …show more content…

“Well,” Jacqueline began, “I hope so. I rather not face my parent’s wrath.” Trying to lighten the mood, Anthony jokes, “The worst thing that could happen would be sleeping on the welcome mat outside your house.”
Hearing that did not lighten the mood for me at all. Instead, my heart decided to go on a roller-coaster ride through several loops and then a huge drop. Lub-Dub. Lub-Dub. Luh-Dub. Lub-Dub. Sitting down in the creaky chair, an unsettling sensation begins forming in my stomach. My chest feels tight and an overwhelming pain flutters in my heart. I felt a sudden chill down my spine and a burning sensation crawling up my throat. Quickly excusing myself, I made a dash for the bathroom. Locking the bathroom stall, I am confronted with the toilet bowl. The urge to puke out my guts becomes too much, but nothing comes out. Nothing at all. Finding myself back again in my seat, I spotted my English teacher holding a stack of white envelopes. One. One envelope in the stack determines my future. “Jacqueline Liang, Michelle Lu,” the English said, “Rose …show more content…

Accepted: Francis Lewis High School And Brooklyn Technical High School. My future was determined by a single piece of paper. Utter frustration filled me to the point in which I wanted to rip apart the paper, but it was too precious. Far too precious. However, with the setting sun in the endless sky above, I realized that the world is still going to go on no matter what happens to a person. The sun will still set at night and rise the next morning. Why am I crying over this? Why am I wasting my tears on this? I should be grateful that I was accepted into any high school. Although it was not my initial choice of high school, I should work my hardest there. In fact, any high school was fine as long as I put in all my effort to study and learn. A certain high school should not brand a person as a certain way, but rather the effort that the person gives. With a burning passion, I swore to myself that if I don’t get accepted to something and I put in my best effort, it will be alright. A chance will come along and I won’t beat myself over it. I will always put in one hundred percent of my effort. I will always try my hardest. I WILL succeed one

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