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Personal Narrative: Mellowing Out

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Mellowing Out Walking from my car, I grab a lukewarm Dr. Pepper as I make my way into my house. As I make my way up to my room I toss my backpack onto my bed, fall into my desk chair and crack open the soda. Another basic day at school topped off with sports practice that went to long and a mountain of AP Biology, AP Government and AP whatever homework. It’s already 6:00 PM and even though I should get started on my homework, I kick my feet up on my bed and out of reflex my phone is in my hand and I’m instantly taken back by the ungodly amount of messages I missed during practice. As I scan the texts I can’t believe I forgot what happened today. Avenged Sevenfold released a new album. It’s been the only thing that my friends have been talking …show more content…

Pepper into school work I find myself scrolling through my music library looking for something to listen to. Before I know it I’m on Itunes and there it is in the new music section, Avenged Sevenfold’s newest release is right in front of my eyes and it’s only $9.99. A few taps of my finger and a password are all that separate me from crashing drums, deep guitar riffs and in-your-face vocals. But a few taps of my finger and a password later that isn’t what’s pumping through my earbuds. Instead the tapping of my keyboard is complimented by the melancholy tune of “Bigmouth Strikes Again” off of The Queen is Dead by The Smiths. 45 minutes later I’m through the entire album and once again find myself in searching my music library. I scroll back and forth, looking, searching, yearning for something to listen to. I pass old standbys like Alice in Chains, LINKIN PARK, Metallica, and even my onetime favorite, Rage Against the Machine. As good as these bands are none of them strike me as what I want to listen to. Even the promise of a momentary escape from AP Government notes fueled by music that is louder than it has any right to be doesn’t win me …show more content…

And that was weird for me. The aforementioned bands have songs that I’ve listened to more than anything else on my Iphone but for the past few months my affinity for them has slowly been waning. Not to the point where I’d delete them to make room for other music, but to the point where they aren’t my go-to bands anymore. Their top spots on my phone have been replaced by artists like Modest Mouse, Beck, Weezer and even eighties alt-rock throwbacks like The Smiths and The Cure. Anger and rage have been slowly and irrevocably replaced by mildness and

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