preview

Personal Narrative: My Average American

Decent Essays
Open Document

The average American is expected to move 11.4 times in their life. In my lifetime I’ve moved three times. I was born in Ohio, moved to Texas, moved to South Carolina, and finally back to Ohio. The first two times I was still rather young, so it didn’t effect me as much. Even while I was young I was kind and didn’t bother hiding myself. It was 2011. I had recently turned eight and was just starting to create meaningful relationships with the people around me, but all of that was ripped away from me on Halloween Night. It was a mostly clear day. Light winds and lots of sun.You could almost smell the happiness in the air. I was an innocent puppy, seeking sweets not thinking about the future at all. Sadly, that didn’t last long. Immediately after …show more content…

I remember dreading going to school everyday. I started to think there was something wrong with me. That I had a problem. It was at that point in time I decided my plan of action. I became a piece of clay. I can’t think of any other way to say it. I took all the personality out of myself and acted how everyone thought I should act. I sort of started playing a character. Sure, my character was based off myself, but I stopped showing my real emotions and opinions. I was a walking joke. I did what other people thought was funny and that’s about it. Fast forward to three years later. It’s sixth grade and I still am a huge pushover. Over the last three years, my character is becoming more and more like me, but still doesn't do anything unless they're trying to be funny. I had developed a decent sized group of friends and was pretty well liked (I think). When I inevitably realized what I was doing, holding back my true emotions and thoughts, almost subconsciously, to keep a group of friends. I don’t mean having a filter. Having a filter is when you make sure not to curse in front of your grandmother or keep information to yourself because it’s personal. I ,of course, did that, but also kept things secret that I thought clashed with the character I made for myself. I became really upset. I thought my friends didn’t like me, that they only liked the character I had become. My solution was to stop talking to

Get Access