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Personal Narrative: My Third Grade In High School

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When I was in 1st grade, I didn’t have many friends. But I was smart, and many people knew it. I was challenged with equations 3rd graders solved. My favorite subject was music class. Mr. Cole was a great teacher, always providing me with opportunities to crawl out of my shell. I had a pretty amazing voice, even though I was only a kid. I was the only 1st grader invited to sing at a 2nd grade Talent show. I felt so good about myself. I felt so fortunate, and special. I really loved myself. And with more and more practice, my voice was maturing. 2nd grade came around. I felt like a whole new person. It was my first couple of days in school, and already I was being picked on. There were some girls who would take my things and throw them. I …show more content…

I am finally a middle schooler! The girls who beat me up in 5th grade, went to Jefferson. And I, went to Syringa. Old customs really changed. I didn’t have any friends. And I was deemed “depressed.” Things weren’t going well at school, I started to fail my classes. I was not very social, and I continued my negative habit of cutting myself. I hid it well, though, because I was embarrassed, I felt weak. I mean, I had people I sat with, and talked with at school. But I had nobody I hung out with or talked to outside of school. 7th grade. I felt more confident. I was now a vegetarian, and I don’t know what sparked that, but that year I was more in tune with myself. I ended up sitting at the table with the “kids who listen to that screamo music” and made a new best friend. Of course, that took time to evolve, but we ended up being best friends. I also got a dog named Gizmo. I would sing “Monkey toy for a monkey boy.” to him. (because he looked like a monkey - Griffon Brussels) And he would dance around so …show more content…

I had always loved Pierce The Veil. Ever since I was in 5th grade. And experiencing live once again. And meeting them for the first time ever! Was the best part of this year so far. I went with Monica (when we were friends) Listening to the song. ‘A Match Into Water’ live, was mesmerizing. That song means so much to me. But there’s always this one overwhelming feeling that lures inside of my 14 year old body. I feel like such a bad person, because so many people are going through much more than I am, or than I have. I am no longer suicidal, or depressed. But I have days where I am. Memories of all my mistakes, and all the crap that I could have prevented, start pouring in me. I feel so empty. But that concert brought back that little bit of hope I had left inside me. My favorite lyric (ever by PTV)

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