Personal Narrative : Personal Experience

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My biggest enemy was myself, I was stopping myself from doing the one dream I’ve had my entire life. Maybe because I was scared, scared of being judged by those around me or maybe it was that I was scared of failure. “It is not failure itself that holds you back; it is the fear of failure that paralyzes you.” - Brian Tracy. Somehow I realized that if I wanted my dream to come true, I couldn’t keep waiting for me to be “ready” and that if I kept waiting to be ready I’d be waiting my whole life. So I took charge and I posted my first youtube video. Since 2008 I’ve had the dream of becoming a youtube star. I remember watching Joey Graceffa and Ricky Dillon and thinking to myself how cool they were. In 2010 when I was merely just a small 8…show more content…
It's a mistake I wish I did not make but now I know that whatever happens I have to continue with my dream job. November 10, 2016 at 8:11 pm I uploaded my first video back to youtube. I created a whole new channel just for me since I knew if I wanted to become a youtuber I had to make it happen! Months before I uploaded my first video to youtube I created a new email and youtube account just for my own channel. I laid out my channel to be just the way I wanted it. I used one of the pictures I took in florida as my banner. A cracked coconut held over the ocean and I used the best picture I had of me to match my banner. I made a video showing my experience of meeting Joey Graceffa. I explained how Joey was my idol and showed our drive to San Francisco’s Book Passage near the Ferry Building. I showed how long the line was and my ticket to meet him and just explained my experience. At 8:11 pm I was scared, scared that someone would find my video and make fun of me for it but at the same time accomplished and relieved that I finally took step to make my biggest dream come true. I can’t say that I'm exactly where I want to be as a youtuber right now but I can say that I'm relieved that I posted a video November 10th and am still posting. If I keep working I’ll get to the place I want to be, so that's
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