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Personal Narrative: Project Lead The Way

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Starting a new school in a new state is already stressful enough; now add being rushed to the hospital for the first time and you have a very terrified 9 year old. It was my first asthma attack, and at the time I did not know what was going on besides the fact that I felt like someone was sitting on my chest. Between being loaded into the ambulance, and wondering if I was going to die, this is one of my strongest childhood memories, but not for the reasons you think. Once I got to the hospital, I was checked into a room, and a physician came in and sat with me as we waited for my parents. The one thing I remember most from that experience wasn’t the treatment, or how smart he was, but the compassion he showed to me. This is what made that experience …show more content…

One program I participated in was called Project Lead The Way, which gave students interested in medicine the opportunity to shadow at the local hospital. Through the program, I met a patient that solidified my interests and moved me to pursue my major in neuroscience. Her name was “Sue”, and she was in the mental health ward for dementia. When I first met her, I found it so fascinating to talk to her and learn about her life—and then her memory would reset and she would say to me in a quivering voice, “Help me, I’m scared, I don’t know where I am.” Watching her memory reset every five minutes drove me to study neuroscience so I could learn about the brain as much as possible in the hope of one day using my knowledge to help others. I am glad I met “Sue”, because she taught me first-hand how sometimes all of the compassion and medical knowledge in the world cannot heal some …show more content…

While working in the lab, I, for the first time in my life, felt that my work and accomplishments were serving something larger than myself. When the time came to leave the lab I viewed the experience fondly, however, in the time since I have come to realize that as much as I enjoyed my experiences I what I really enjoy is the human side of medicine and the interaction with patients on a daily basis; I missed “Sue” and the reward that came from knowing who I was helping personally. For me the most important part of medicine is the people. At some point each of us made the decision that the need to heal patients and to help people was strong enough to decide to dedicate our lives to medicine. It’s what drives every physician, and researcher to keep working, even if a trial did not go the way they wanted or a patient is not responding to treatment. In English the original Hippocratic Oath reads in part “I will remember that I do not treat a fever chart, a cancerous growth, but a sick human being”. When I first read this I was reminded why medicine is so unique and why I decided to go on this journey originally. It is this belief that continues to give me the strength to continue even when I am knocked down. It is what I see every time I shadow a doctor and how I try to model myself in my life. Because of these experiences, I have come to the absolute

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