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Personal Narrative: The Three Muscles Of The Human Body

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Forty-three individual muscles form the human face; forty-three muscles that allow humans to smile, frown, close their eyes, raise their eyebrows, and flare their nostrils. These simple tasks that no one bats an eye for are the exact tasks that my body stole from me. For two and a half months, I was unable to close my eye, raise my eyebrow, smile, or even flare my nostril. During the two months of relying solely on my words to express my feelings, I learned more about myself than I ever had before. I am my experiences, and I found an opening that allowed me to climb out of the table. On June 18th, 2015, I complained of sudden excoriating pain in my right ear. Naturally, I waited for the pain to ease, not thinking much of the situation. Unfortunately, …show more content…

As I was still hyperventilating, I demonstrated the lack of movement in the right side of my face. She tried to calm me down and told me everything will be fine; she reassured me that we would visit my physician later that day. I spent the rest of that awfully early morning with my mom, and managed to sleep a bit for my adrenaline made the pain in my right ear slightly more bearable. Eventually, the time came for me to visit my doctor. I was almost immediately diagnosed with Bell’s palsy, or the temporarily paralysis of muscles in one side of the face; however, the cause of it was unknown. Over the course of the month, I had a MRI scan of my sinuses and my brain, blood work for Lyme disease, hearing tests and ear exams, and weekly checkups with my doctor. The cause of my Bell’s palsy is still unknown due to the fact that all my tests came back …show more content…

I was unable to spend a preplanned vacation with my friend because of my weekly doctor appointments and numerous tests. I would not take photographs because I could not smile and looked rather disoriented, and when I needed to wash my face or swim, I had to hold my eye shut. With all the downsides, I still would not change my experience, simply because I felt empowered to be able to own my diagnosis. I gained an understanding of how permanently paralyzed people can feel hopeless and weak, but at the same time, hopeful and strong. Obviously I was one of the lucky ones, considering I did receive my muscle functions back. Still, the experience changed my perception of beauty; I came to realize, as I was always told, that true beauty comes from

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