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Personal Narrative: The UGA Tournament

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The pressure was bearing down on me like nothing I’d ever experienced. My entire year, I thought, hinged on this one debate. My partner and I had put so much work into it, and I couldn’t bear letting him down. Then, everything fell apart as they announced the decision. “Congratulations to both teams for reaching the quarterfinals of the UGA Tournament, it is a 2-1 for the Affirmative from Gulliver.” We had lost. I lost. As soon as those words were delivered, my heart dropped into despair. Never mind that I had reached the quarterfinals, all the work and success that my partner and I had gone through felt erased with that big L. This incident was a microcosm of my debate career up until the past summer. I was entirely focused on winning and losing instead of helping my team, teaching younger debaters, and most importantly of all, gaining a nuanced understanding of various topics like transportation infrastructure, Latin American economic engagement, and space exploration. As a result, I was stuck in a paradox in which externally I was successful -reaching elimination rounds at nationally competitive tournaments like Emory, UGA, Wake Forest, and others- yet internally, I viewed all of these tournaments as disappointments because they all ended in losses. I was questioning why I did …show more content…

I had heard the quote before, and it hadn’t meant much to me, but, when I began to apply it to my debate experience everything changed. Instead of measuring my success in wins or losses, I began to focus on how I can learn from my mistakes and maximize the opportunities that debate has given me. Instead of basing my success on winning a trophy, now it was based on expanding my knowledge, developing advocacy skills, being a good teammate, and just enjoying myself in the activity I

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