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Personal Narrative: Victoria

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Victoria, The last week has been pretty rough and crazy. I made one wrong move after another thinking that there were no consequences to my actions; I was wrong. On the fourth of July, I was only trying to help you out, but I see now that all I did was try to control the situation and not be in my place. I thought what I was doing was best, but I learned the hard way that you are a strong and independent girl, and you are capable of anything you set your mind to. When we tried to make things right by talking on the phone, you were already on the fence; you had every right to be. We worked things out and decided that we enjoy each other’s company too much to end what we had built together. We both had thoughts of doubt, which we both expressed, …show more content…

A breath to build a glow. I've heard it said a thousand times, but now I know. That I do not know what I have, until it's gone. I thought I kept you safe and sound. I thought I made you strong. But this whole thing made me realize that I was wrong. This is not the end and this is not the beginning. This is not what I had planned and it is out of my control now. Thoughts were spinning in my head, and I had so many things were left unsaid. It's hard to let you go. All I can think about is you, and how many little things I miss and love and the memories we made together. I just cannot lose you, because did not know what I had, until it is almost gone. From catching lightning bugs with you and the babies, to every photo on my phone, to picking you up at Michael’s Pizza, dropping you off at Greene’s Orthodontics, to camping, realizing that that could be over and gone made me cry. The little things give us away; I have always said that. Seeing you smile to my dumb jokes, and cheesy pickup lines, to hearing you giggle and scream when I try to tickle you, to being there when you get a phone a …show more content…

I used to tease you when you freaked out and huddled like a turtle, but I realize now that it is your way of getting some space and handling the situation. Turtle are tough on the outside but soft and playful on the inside. You are my turtle. The knife is made by CRKT, my favorite and the most reliable knife brand in the world. You lost yours on the trip, so I figured I would give you one. You are sharp and strong like the knife. You are always wanting to help people and stay strong when others give way, just like a knife in any situation. I always carry a knife, because I know that if I take care of it, it will take care of me. The black shirt (which may or may not be there, so if not I’ll show you a photo or send you a link, I also didn’t know you could change the color :/ )… You are Victoria Nikita Key. I nicknamed you Turtle. I always truly wanted you to be yourself and never ever try to be someone else… The shirt says “Always be yourself, unless you can be a turtle, then always be a turtle”. Always be who you are, always be true to yourself, and always do what you think it right. Be the Victoria I should have treated better and appreciated. Be the girl who made me happy and warm and the one who kept a smile on my face, every single day, because she is priceless and

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