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Personal Narrative: White Vs. Black

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Though it does not happen much now, throughout my childhood I have been faced with the same conflict. I am sure many others like me as well, it is a common dilemma but all effects of it can be very different. It is a question that stirs up an inner fight between you who are and who others expect you to be, or in this case carry yourself. I have always been questioned why do I act white? I never knew I acted a certain way until about second grade, and I was not even quite sure what exactly acting white or black was. Like everyone else I knew stereotypes and commonalities but during the time in my life when this question was asked most I assumed it was because I did not say black things all the time or because I did no own any popular sneakers. I had none of the other necessary requirements that made a person black. I used …show more content…

For example my mom was a fan the albums of Maroon 5, Ricky Martin, and Marc Anthony especially when I was younger. She was never a fan of rap music, at least not that I could see. It honestly pained me. Being at school knowing I would get made fun of for talking properly, which in my mind was never proper it was just how I spoke. Knowing that someone would notice I did not recognize or know the lyrics to the newest rap song. On top of that knowing that I had no way to solve my social problem because my home was nothing like what at that time I believed other black homes were like. This conflict between being the person I was and trying to change it to fit in at school continued through elementary and middle school. Through that whole time I still had know idea how becoming black to fit everyone else’s ideal me. It became so easy. Eventually I did not talk the same and I was interested in different activities, more of what I thought were black activities. I remember my mom telling me I lost my good speech and manners and maybe

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