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Purgatory Monologue

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In easeful-death I roamed through the fiery darkness, a soul lost in perdition, damned to Damnation, doomed to roast in the fires of Purgatory forever and ever. I knew that I was dead and that Purgatory was where I was; I was burning up. My father always yelled, “Damn your soul to Purgatory” when he was mad at someone, and he was mad at me. The fear of his wrath was what had always kept me in line, but not this time; this time, I was willfully disobedient. Many times, he warned me that if he ever caught me fraternizing with those heathens that lived down in Tidewater Bayou that he would beat me to within an inch of my life. I had intentionally ignored his warning not to go to old Nanny Rue’s house in the Bayou and now I was paying the price. …show more content…

Before I could make it all the way to Tidewater Bayou and Nanny Rue’s house, he caught me; he then beat me to within an inch of my life just as he said he’d do. For a while, I floated somewhere in the dark, vast crevasse that separates life and death, I thought for sure that I was dead, damned to roast in the eternal fires of Purgatory forever and ever, but as the hours passed, I realized that I was alive, just barely from the feeling of it. And, although every inch of my body hurts from the strapping he gave me, I know that when I’m able to get up and walk, I’m going to Nanny Rues and find out what happened to Jubal. My father will just have to keep beating me until either he kills me or I make it to her house and find out what I need to know. You see, the reason I’m not allowed to hang around with Jubal is that my father judges Jubal by his folks and where he lives; they come from the poor side of town. He said they just ‘poor white trash.’ He ain’t got any right to judge Jubal or his folks. If I learnt anything sitting on a church pew all those years, it was that he didn’t have any right to judge anyone; Judgment was supposed to be left up to the good Lord to do. Pops couldn’t see what was in folk’s hearts, only the Lord can do

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