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Reflection About Depression

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Only a handful of people know this about me, however one year ago I was diagnosed with moderate suicidal depression. Depression is a mental illness that not only affects how you mentally perceive reality, it affects how your brain processes and executes your actions as well. Depression has not only changed my ways of contemplating my everyday “complications”, but it has changed my belief about inner and self strength completely. Let me tell you, my depression is the reason I am writing about my belief, in gaining strength from desperate times. Now, I’m 14 years young, and have lived in two different countries, one province, and two states in a matter of two and a half years. Which is part of the reason why I am a completely different person now. Moving is aggravating and exasperating for really anyone who goes through it, but it has a whole other perspective when you are a student in high school. Moving was upsetting and set my anxiety and depression off like a firecracker, but at the same time it was an adventure that I was lucky to have had. Why? Because it made me get out of the house and meet people. Sure, I could have stayed inside and slept all summer, but then I might not have been here typing this as of right now. Moving gave me strength by making me get out and find new things and new people. My experience with depression turned my whole life around. I didn't want anything to do with school, my family, or even myself. I didn't understand how I would try so hard

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