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Reflection Paper On Journaling

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When I initially decided to take this class, it was an easy decision. I had heard great things and I needed another 200 level course. I thought I would learn to use language and speech in ways that would help me in interviews (for law school) and in the courtroom one day. Which I have, but I’ve found the journaling and meditation aspects of the course to be most challenging. My mind has always been running, and that would often hinder my academic success. It led to test taking anxiety, because my mind would go through all of the “what ifs” surrounding my grades. It grew to rule my life in high school, and my mom would always tell me, you need to try Yoga and meditation. But sitting still with my thoughts only gave me anxiety about all the things I could be doing and throughout this course I have found myself fighting those same thoughts. As I’m studying for the LSAT, any free moment I have is devoted to getting something done and throughout the first few weeks of classes I really struggled to sit and not be anxious about all I could be doing. Those same feelings came out in my journaling time. There have been so many times in my life where I have tried to journal and I always found it to be a hassle, or a chore. Each time I’ve lived abroad (3) I’ve attempted to keep a journal, but each time I have been unsuccessful; usually letting it slip after a few weeks. With these first three mindfulness topics, I found myself struggling with actualizing my thoughts towards each theme.

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