When my eyes roll open it immediately surges through my being. The insatiable desire to attain any morsel of V. My body groans, feelings as though it has been thrashed by wild animals. My mind fights to start-up and function. The sensation feels as if my mind is just moving through molasses. The impeding feeling washes over me, as if my heart has been repeatedly broken thousands of times over. So, I soldier on to procure my day’s first taste of V. I acquire the first taste of it at the wee hours of early morning the mere taste allows my body to untighten. Immediately my mind feels an immense clarity surge through it. The relief setting my heart back at ease. These feelings though, incredible, are fleeting as V clears from my system. …show more content…
Suddenly my heart feels as light as a feather as the V touches it. The high is so vigorous it burns in my core, my soul even; it shakes the quintessential essence of my being. Then it begins to subside, the feeling slip from me no matter how tightly I grasp for it. Thus, my mind becomes muddled as the V leaves my system leaving me desolated. Consequently, I feel my body tense coupled with my veins depleting and push the V out. Soon the drop comes after every extravagant high. An unrelenting degrading feeling of shame, given that I let something have an unyielding control over me. I’m captivated on staring at my ceiling arms lying limply around my body pulsing with desire for another taste of V. The only thought in my mind is why did it leave, and why would I let this happen every single day. Consequently, my mind fights the incoming fog that entraps my brain. Suddenly I try to fight the intense muscle spasm, and physical pain that sweeps over me, and engulfs me completely. Still staring at the ceiling, the last part of the withdrawal happens; as a result, my heart gives out. An unshakable impending feeling over me of shame mixed with loneliness, and disgust. Suddenly the trembles come over me as I just lay there waiting for the pain to subside. It never subsides, but eventually I become weak enough to let sleep drag me away. Plagued constantly my dreams are by thoughts of the magical V. Frequently the fear of never being able to obtain any morsel of V, or the V isn't
The occasional rise and fall of the heart monitor was enough to drive any man to insanity. Nonetheless, there was no escaping this virtual prison I was in. This was the end, I thought to
Vehemently, I threw my myself on the bed, covered my head with pillows and screamed in pain and agony.Like a pack of wild, hungry ferocious wolves, the thoughts began to commence and every second they got louder. Like paws,every sentence clawed at my brain,every thought pierced my mind in agony,and my body began to shake. The shivers started from the tip of my fingers and cascaded straight down my gut, my body shook, and I screamed
Waiting for the feeling, something to hit me. It became clear this would not happen until I fell asleep. After being awake for almost 4 hours, my eyes really couldn't stay open any longer. Something began to happen, I couldn't tell what. I was falling, falling again. I landed, right in the middle of reality, and nowhere. The voice came on stronger this time, much louder. It was almost like it began to yell. "Can you hear the rumble that's calling?" The voice said again. Despite the loud volume of the voice, it was assuring. It made me feel comfortable. Even though I was in some sort of weakened state, I always felt better here than I did in the real world. Something was telling me that I just needed to be freed. Whether it was the voice inside my head, or some other voice, I felt it. The voice was so showing so much empathy, it felt inhuman, but at the same time it felt so human. It felt real, I could never describe the way it made me feel, how it moved me. I wanted to yell out, with everything I had. Part of me knew it just wasn't right, I had to wait for it to come to me. I knew that everything I wanted would come soon. I know what you're thinking, how was I not freaked out? It's simple, I didn't have room for that kind of thinking. I was so relieved to feel this way, it was a feeling of release. It's like that feeling when you get into a hot tub. The deeper you get, and the longer you stay, the more your body is at
The air is filled with the smell of burning bodies. It is the winter of 1777, and my condition is getting worse as the days pass. Most of the soldiers here don’t rest that much so everyday they look weary. The winter at Valley Forge started on December 19, 1777 in Pennsylvania. The question I ask myself everyday is if I have served my 9 months should I reenlist or leave? I have decided to not re-enlist for three reasons which are smallpox and diseases, bad weather and starvation, and poor medication and treatment. I know that if I don’t re-enlist it could make a huge impact on the soldiers.
Techniques- Facilitated Dialogue, with the audience “What are some motives for you leaving one place or another?”
Nonetheless, your feelings of guilt, and shame spurred you along. You sighed. You shake. You moaned. You groaned. Still, your guiltiness did nothing to stir remorse until two summers aback. Yes, your body had developed a tolerance for the acid trip. You needed to increase the doses the get that high. This summer was no different than any other. Yes, you were on one of your binges, and you blacked out. When you woke up there was blood all over your face and vomit on your chin. You lay naked on the ground in sugar daddy cellar. When you sat up you were covered with feces and urine. You managed to pull yourself up. You pulled up your pants and buttoned your shirt. The blood on thighs and the money of the floor told you what did not want to acknowledge. Your sugar daddy had sold you for a fix. His need was bigger than yours. God alone knew how long was the human train. You did not scream. No, you did even cry. Your life had come full circle. You stumbled over the garbage bags in the cellar. You smelled. You walked all the way to your parents’ house. It was a two hours walk. You pasted sugar daddy and did not stop when he called out your name. After you showered you climbed into bed with your mom and cried. The next day you checked into your first
Virginia Hall was born on April 6, 1906 in Baltimore, Maryland, into the home of a wealthy family. Some of Hall’s schooling took place in France, Austria, and Germany, which helped her in her foreign studies in college. When she was just 26 she accidentally shot off her foot while hunting turkey, having to have her leg amputated from the knee down. Because of her injury she couldn’t keep her job working in the Department of State, thus resigning in 1939.When the war broke out, Hall was living in Paris, France. She joined the British Secret Paramilitary Force Special Operations Executive (SOE), she was recruited by the SOE while riding on a train out of France. She worked with the SOE for about two years, in 1940 the Nazis started to overtake
Last summer me and my family went to valleyfair. We got up really early because we had to drive to shakopee. It was a long drive and i fell asleep in the car. I hate long cars rides because they are always so boring, anyways when we got there we had to go through security and then go and get our tickets and wristbands. When we got in there we went on some rides and got food. All i ate that day was panda express. And i went on the wild thing and steel venom.
My mind was going one thousand miles per hour, those words haunting my head. Hot tears flowed down my face as the words sunk in. I slumped in my seat feeling exhausted and too cold for this warm house. My father’s arms reached for me, trying to comfort me. He wouldn’t understand the mental loss that was turning into physical pain. My chest heaved for air, trying to get this drowning feeling out of these thoughts that envelope me bringing a soft cloak of anxiety. “Not again, please.”
My name is Maria Nava, I am majoring in nutrition with an emphasis in wellness. I received my associates degree in arts from TCC. I am currently an employee at a dental office. I have been a registered dental assistant for seven years now. On my free time I enjoy spending time with my family and daughter. I also enjoy going out to baseball games, salsa dancing and shopping. One thing that makes me unique would be that although I am Mexican I don't like spicy
One day you are living a beautiful and content lifestyle, and then next day you are lying on the floor dead without telling your friends and family you loved them. This could happen to you, if you do not avoid the dodgy lifestyle of a drug user and abuser. Every day drugs, such as: heroine are misused in-order to get a certain feeling called a high. The high is suppose to make you feel good or forget about the world’s everyday problems, but in most cases, the use of these powerful drugs end up hurting, or even killing the users. The PSA “Best High” explains how heroine can easily be influenced into using for amusement. In the Public Service Announcement (PSA), “Best High,” produced by DrugFreeWorldInc, the company is reenacting a story about
From the 31 Rules of Courtly Love, I agree strongly with rule 31. It states Nothing forbids one woman being loved by two men or one man by two women. Equally important there are many examples displayed of this type of love all over. For instance the television show Love and Hip Hop Atlanta that is broadcasted on VH1, it's one man and two women. Another example includes Sister Wives that broadcasts on TLC which is a television show that involves one man and five wives. However, the movie Twilight also has a love triangle with two men and one woman. Additionally, the most accepted are in a common religion of Muslims, one man, and up to four wives. This form of Courtly Love is now a practice that is showcased to the world in a manner of explanation.
Jimmy Valentine, the magnificent bank robber, or should I say Ralph D. Spencer, the honest family man, made a very large transition throughout his life. Jimmy Valentine was an amazing man at times. Other times, he was one of the world’s best bank robbers. He could get into almost any safe imaginable in a very short amount of time. This habit disappeared the moment he met Mrs.Annabel Adams. Jimmy Valentine, because he was getting rid of his tools, stopped robbing banks, and wanted the best life for him and Annabel, was truly dedicated to living a moral life.
Like Xanax, Valium is a depressant in the benzodiazepine category. Valium is used to treat many medical conditions, including anxiety, panic attacks, insomnia, tetanus, vertigo, seizures, oxygen toxicity, and stimulant overdose. Valium is also used as a sedative. The World Health Organization has listed Valium on its list of essential drugs due to its variety of medical uses.
First the veliger is formed; this is the characteristic larva of gastropods. The veliger includes a shell that surrounds the visceral organs of the larva: the digestive tract, much of the nervous system and an excretory organ. Next the foot appears while the velium is developed. The velum is used for swimming, feeding, and gas exchange, and it is lost as the snail fully develops. The anus and intestinal tract come later. This makes them Protostomes, since their anus develops after the mouth. They hatch after 6-8 weeks. In order to hatch the eggs have to release an enzyme to dissolve their protective sack. The babies feed on bryozoans, small barnacles and sometimes other snails. After 2 years they are mature and can live up to 5-8 years.