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Saranell's Character Analysis

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Saranell has come face to face with one of the most emotionally draining, depleted feelings

that any eight year old has to deal with. Geneva was talking to Saranell in the wagon about how

hard it is to be in a town with no handsome men around “Saranell did not smile”(Carr 84).

Saranell being only eight years old, hearing this from her own mother had to be difficult to

comprehend. When being as young as Saranell, the normal mindset at her age was mommy and

daddy together, forever. However, that's not always how it ends up, and coming to that

realization was rough. Little milestones is what makes a childhood valid, although, it can also

break it. “Go make those paper flowers of yours and have one of the servants bring in a tree …show more content…

It's a different level of pain and hurt. For example, if some random stranger starts dating an ex

boyfriend that someone still has feelings for versus the individuals best friend dating that ex

boyfriend that someone still have feelings for. They both hurt, however, one did it

unintentionally (death) and the other did it knowing the pain and hurt it would cause someone

(emotional abandonment). In Phoebe Stone’s The Romeo and Juliet Code the character says “Not

belonging is a terrible feeling. It feels awkward and hurts, as if you were wearing someone else's

shoes”. Saranell had a constant feeling of not belonging. Emotional abandonment is the feeling of

being alone, insecure, left behind, totally ignored. Not belonging in her case, meant facing

neglect with her own mom. It is almost impossible to think about a mother not wanting their

child. How can an eight year olds mom be alive and not be at the same time? It's like she was completely out of touch with reality. “This whole war is so inconvenient, so ridiculous” (Carr

118). How can a person be so belligerent and arrogant when people are dying? Geez, …show more content…

There's no way that Geneva can be in touch with reality if she thinks a

war is a vexation. When Saranell comes to a realization that her mother wasn't all there, she

must have felt even more empty and pushed away then before.

It would be easier for a parent to die, then to be emotionally neglected. The feeling of

knowing that a parent is alive, and them not acknowledging an existence is mentally draining. It

makes a person unsure of themselves, takes a toll on everyday life. It's a different level of hurtful,

it can make someone feel totally alone and make an individual push everyone else away, simply

because they fear letting anyone in, since the person that was supposed to be closest to them,

pushed them away instead. When a parent dies, it is now not a choice to cut the child off but it

has been decided by God, it is easier for the child to cope with. Since Saranell was emotionally

abandoned by Geneva, she knows what it's like to be empty, left behind, confused as a young girl,

however, she will thrive and mature because of her awful circumstances as a child. She will

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