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Social Kid Monologue

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PROLOGUE Remember when you were a kid, right? Remember those trips the School would organize to ‘Broaden’ your understanding. Well, honestly I never went to them. All the time, my parents would be able to talk me out of it. Saying things like ‘There are gonna be all kinds of dangerous Insects’ or ‘I heard that people in that area were contracting a disease of some sort’. Whatever it was, I wasn’t really a social kid. I never joined any club, and even though I did have ‘friends’ I never felt an attachment to them. It may put me in a bad light, but they never just understood me, and it was more of a work relationship. I also moved a lot, many times to Europe …show more content…

In a few months time, I began to notice that he was becoming obsessed. He bought things I couldn’t dream of. I was sad, since I never wanted to encourage his behaviour. I know, that I can’t say anything against the way someone chooses to live his life, but when you realize that you had a negative effect on someone close to you, it places great guilt on you. Still, even now I accidentally persuade someone to do something, without intending to. Perhaps, when I realized that, I became increasingly quiet and kept to myself. I now, don’t have a single person to call a friend, I’ve become the person everyone forgets. It’s sad, since my brain fully understands myself, and realizes that I should be a tad bit more ambitious. I think of myself as someone cruel, for I purposely don’t let people close to me. I know that I should live without regrets, I’m young, and shouldn’t think so much about everything. Sometimes though, thinking that makes me light headed, and gives me courage to do dangerous things. That might not be a good thing, but it’s nice to be able to do what you want with no worries. I am fully conscious in that time, but perhaps not in

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