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Speech About Identity In School

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It’s unbelievably hard to walk into school knowing I’m going to stand out from every single student. Not emotionally or mentally, but physically, the most demanding and worrying trait to deal with. Not only is it hard to go to school, but difficult to convince myself to get out of bed, to start the long day filled with seven hours of stares and suspicious looks. The worst part is knowing that it’s inevitable. I’m fully aware of the general reaction I’ll receive, but I still let my imagination play out the specific scenarios of bullying I might face. Despite the fact that I got bullied my first few weeks of freshman year, I still continue to wear a headscarf to school because it’s the biggest contributor to my identity. At the same time, it’s a visible symbol to others who immediately identify me as Muslim and then go on to make presumptions. Until recently, I hadn’t realized that beginning to wear my scarf at a relatively young age meant that I created a promise and commitment to myself to continue to wear it for the rest of my life. And that thought is definitely intimidating. My parents had encouraged me to start wearing my scarf to school, but one night I didn’t have a choice but to school the next day. I was utterly distraught and nervous, immediately expecting negative backlash from others. Due to this sudden change, mixed with confusion, I viewed my scarf in a negative manner, as the only thing I could think about was what other students and teachers would say when

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