“For every 40 seconds, in this world, one suicide occurs”
"Suicide doesn't kill people, sadness kills them"
"The first sigh of love is the last step of wisdom"
*******
FML...FML...FML...
I must die. There is none who cries for this useless, hopeless and unlucky soul. I am nothing but a fallen dried leaf. My chest can't bear this pounding anymore. I am lost in the whirlpool of self-hate and failure and will never reach my shore. Now, I just exist. Or nearly so. What’s the point in living? I forgot to smile, to feel glad and more than that, I miss myself. So, I should cease.
Ha! I am Varun! Yeah, the same Varun, the tennis champion who has never lost for 5 years, who won 678 matches continuously, but lost in love. Haa!
…show more content…
Am I doing wrong? Is this really the thing I should do? What hope do I have? Riya, not at all. I shouldn't exist. This is the only solution for my pain.
*******
Then, Varun saw a leg-less dog jumping with its friends.
*******
Look at it. What hope does it have? No creature in this world except a man kills himself. Why?
All of a sudden, the words of Arthur Ashe, the tennis legend, struck him. (Arthur Ashe had two heart surgeries and due to a blood transfusion, he got contracted HIV)
"Didn't you ever curse God, why me? for giving this disease?", asked a fan.
He replied "There are 50 million people who play tennis, 5 million people who play it seriously, 50,000 can make into leagues, 50 can reach Wimbledon, only 4 reach semis, 2 reach finals and only one stands as a winner. I won many titles in my career. I never thought Why me? then. Why should I think now?
Yes, Arthur is my inspiration. I should live.
*******
On walking, Varun finds a big flexi quoting the words of Zidane, French football legend
"I once cried because I had no shoes to play football with my fiends, but one day I saw a man with no feet, I realized how rich I am" -Zidane
Then, a child came running towards Varun for an
I'll pray that someday you see, the only difference between life and dying; Is one is trying, that's all we're going to do. So try to love me and I'll try to save you.
Suicide rate is a grow problem in the United States according to the American foundation for suicide prevention more than 41,149 suicides were reported in 2013. The highest rate of suicides is committed by adults between age 45-64 and this is especially true amongst the elderly. Older adults are inflected with a terminal disease, loneness and depression and because of this they are committing suicide at a higher rate. Suicide amongst the men is steadily higher than women, in 2013, 77.9% were male and 22.1% were female. Men success rate for suicide is much higher, because their attempt is more lethal, for example, men are more than likely to shot themselves, whereas women are more likely to use poisons to end their life. Suicide Rate committed race/ethnicity was higher among Whites 14.2%, American Indians and Alaska Natives 11.7%, Asians and Pacific Islanders 5.8%, Blacks 5.4% and Hispanics 5.7%. According to the mean method used to commit suicide is a firearm, then suffocation and poisoning. The main cause of suicide is due to mental health condition and depression is at the foremost leading factor.
“My ex-girlfriend was taken away by the cop and taken to the local jail. My ex-girlfriend’s Dad showed up and I rode back with him to their house. Finally my parents came and picked me up. I went home and maybe got two hours of sleep, if you even call that sleep. The next morning, I went back to my ex-girlfriend’s house and she was later released from jail that day. For the longest time, we would just sit there in silence, because, what do you say? It was time to comfort one another. I not only felt bad about the whole situation, but I knew no one was going to believe me, us. Believe that a girl purposively jumped into the moving vehicle. I later learned that the girl who died had been suicidal. Earlier that day, before the accident,
I. Love. Panic!. Panic! At the disco, that is. There is something about lead singer brendon urie's voice that gets me every time and brings me to my knees internally sobbing. And now (not to brag or anything but totally to brag) i have seen them live 7 times.
At her words he started, she had come up behind him munching on a funnel cake of all things. As she walked up to him the realization hit him, it was her. The waitress from the diner. He couldn't believe it was her, the nagging idea of it, the things she said, it had to be. In the flesh there was no doubt. Most times he heard of people doing this sort of thing, suicide, assisted suicide, it was because they were sick. Something terminal and they wanted to handle it on their own terms. Molly, yes, that was her name, she did not look sick. Still, you never knew what was really going on inside someone, sometimes the eyes would tell you, but not always.
Hi Doctor Riddles I hope you feel better soon! There is however something I would like to discuss with you. I am kinda glad that you cancelled class today because I don't believe I would have said this in person even though I would want to. Lately these past few weeks especially I have been thinking of committing suicide and I thought the thoughts and feelings would just stop but they haven't. Going out with Curtis, Nick, Antonia and the whole gang made me realize that I want help because they made me feel wanted and accepted and happy. I would like to thank you for that email you sent to us that was a really bad night for me and it was really nice to know that someone cared so thank you for that.
Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell, And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die.
Some years ago, when all my children were very young, I attempted suicide. As I lay in intensive care wanting to just die and wondering why I did not my mother visited me and told me that if I kill myself that is the only sin that God cannot forgive me for. Still not convinced I received another visit from my son who had to be about 9 years old at the time. When I looked into his eyes; I knew that I had to live. It was as if he was saying to me at that time that if you have given up I have no reason to live either. Having decided now to live I wanted to give my children the best life I possibly could which was not easy. I was a mother of 5 with a husband who was not supportive and who was very abusive. By this time though my mind was made up that me and and my
When you are six, you don’t worry about anything. You have your friends, your family, and that’s all you need to be happy. Your life is careless, like it should be when you are a child. However, it can change in one night. The next thing you know: your mom is packing in a hurry; she is crying, and when she notices you, rapidly puts on a big smile to make you feel safe and protected.
One Friday, I came home from work as usual at 6pm, and sat down at my dining table. I had in front of me a glass of red wine, about a hundred pills, a blade, and some alcohol pads for disinfection. I was having a fight with my boyfriend over text, who was in Charlotte at that moment for business. Once he stopped replying, I sent him a text that read, “I am going to kill myself.” Within minutes, I heard someone bang on my door. It was the police. My boyfriend had called 911 to report my potential suicide. I had been mentioning suicide in our conversations for a few weeks, to be fair. Caught in the scene, I was brought to New York Presbyterian Psychiatric Emergency Room in an ambulance. “How much is this going to cost? Because I can’t afford
Ofealiea there's never a day that goes by that I'm questioning myself how did your day go was it bad did any of your patients make you smile or say anything perverted to you cause your such a hottie although I know you said you don't express yourself or open up or how ever you said it the other night so I'm saying I wanna be with you when you succeed and also them down falls but all in all your just success although your not looking for a boyfriend it's ok just take me in consideration and not go back we live days to look forward why go back to something you had go forward
The suicidal signs are easy to identify, and if you identify them early enough you could save a person’s live that could be in danger.
Loneliness can be considered depending on the situation as a moment of reflection and internalization, but also as a moment of depression, absence, fear, and frustration. The solitude in the life of the rabbit and my life is very relevant and is partly why at the beginning of this essay I named that affinity. There have been times in my existence that the same characteristic has become my friend and ally by helping me to think things through and clear my mind. On the contrary, in many others, it has managed to awaken in me my deepest fears, concerns, and questions. There is a scene in the story where the child suffers from terrible scarlet fever – a disease that I analyze as an ignorant society that takes advantage of the innocence of others – and the reason why the rabbit goes from being in
Have you ever known someone who’s committed or tried to commit suicide and thought, “I wish I would’ve done something, said something, to stop it from happening?” I know I would ask myself that question everyday if I hadn’t. A few years ago, a good friend of mine thought her life was so bad she wanted to end it. I did the only thing I could think, and told the nearest teacher. It may sound so childish or stupid, but it worked. Luckily, she’s still alive and well. I’m here to make sure you can make the difference and help a person who might be, or is suicidal. Just think of what would happen if you didn’t try to help.
Someone, somewhere, commits suicide every 18 minutes. You might never be able to tell who it will be, it could be the person sitting right next . Statistics reveal that approximately three million youths, between 12-18, have either thought about or attempted suicide in the past year. More than 1/3, actually succeeded.