I, like many other counter strike players, have put a substantial amount of money into skins over the past 3 years (around 300 usd) some of which i unboxed, others which i bought. and over the past few weeks i started to notice that i could not spend time away from the gambling sites, spending more and more as i kept winning, i thouht this was one of the best things that could have happened to me. but all the winning did, was make me spend more, then, not but 1 hour before writing this post, i got ballsy, and went all in, over 200 dollars in skins, i lost, and instead of anger, i felt relief, knowing that i lost all of my hard earned money really pounded that final nail into the coffin that sealed my growing addiction, then burying it far away
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