”Hey, so about that tour you were giving me… are you going to continue?” I said as I jogged over to Jai, who was standing with some other circus entertainers which surprisingly looked the same age as him compared to the ones I lived with. The girls I lived with where much older, the youngest looked around fifteen or sixteen years old minimum. But somehow Jai wasn’t so happy to see me as for a couple of moments ago; as soon as I finished my sentence he rushes towards me and cover my mouth but stops cause he realize it is too late, his friends started laughing at him while pointing their fingers at us when we are only a couple of feet away. Now I remember; I am the weird, stubborn little girl who is only trying to chase her dream. They are idiots. If only they all would see potential I actually have. I know I can do it, we all have very even chances of making it, and so why not do the best of the time and not fight about it? Before my own thoughts dragged me into my imaginary world Jai complained; “Ugh, did you really have to do that?” He said without making eye contact and just started walked away with big steps, making it hard for me to hold up with him. “Do what? Burst your ego, maybe?” I say teasingly as I look at his profile angle while my feet try to stride in the same rhythm like his. He actually looks less like a jerk from that way. ‘Good point.’ My inner voice talks and I nod my head to the side as I was agreeing to it. “You must really want to be eaten by the lions,
“So that’s it then? You’re just going to walk away? After everything we’ve been through just because things got tough?” she said as she wiped the tears from her cheeks with the back of her hands.
“I’m sorry for pulling you.” Malessica said. “I’m just not in the mood to have all those cameras on me right now.”
“Wait,” I turned around and he lowered his voice. “Be careful. I love you.” That was the last time I ever talked to him.
I cut him off. “I am done with this it is not going to help if you do not believe me.”
I almost shrunk under her gaze. “Listen, you don't have to be best friends with him. If anything I just want you two to talk again.”
I look up and glare at him. Now was not the time to mess with me.
“I do it” I strained out. She released me immediately and I fell to the floor gasping for air.
“Well, I’m gonna give it a tiny no,” I said, and I walked away, rolling my eyes, heading to my room.
“It’s not a big deal. I’ve had worse.” I shrugged. I was trying to play it cool. Not a great talent of mine, but with cute guys like him I had to at least try.
“Let me go!” She yanked her arm away from him and rubbed it, “I told you and mom I didn’t want to be here, and you made me go anyway.” She started to walk away
"I don't have time for your negative vibes." I say, holding a hand out to stop him from speaking. "Feel free to bask in my glory." He eyes me warily, shaking his head and turning away to complete his
"I think I forgot the words," I muttered as I turned and sprinted out of the room. I kept myself together until I reached my car, where I immediately broke down into a hysterical sobbing
Are you on the path to sucess? Yes! I believe I am. On the path to sucess because i already know what i want to be. I want to be a nurse peditrician for kids. I feel like i have the patience for the career. I also pay close attention when i need to. Im a very well focused person when it comes to school work ETC.
He shook his head, “No. Is it safe to say you’re done? Can we leave now?
“Don’t start something you can't finish girl.” He chuckled while breaking the kiss. He grabbed his Compton hat and slowly placed it back on. “Ight M, I’m gone.”