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The Painful Journey Of Depression Essay

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I thought I knew what pain felt like, until I suffered from depression. The painful journey of climbing out of depression was one that ultimately made me a stronger person. After experiencing two years of academic success in college, I expected my junior year to be even better, but unfortunately life took a different turn. For almost seven years before taking a leave of absence, my life had been under excruciating pressure. Pressure that originated through coming from an immigrant family, and understanding how much my parents had to sacrifice. I felt a lot of pressure to succeed in college, my older siblings had struggled which put even more pressure on me as the next runner up. Having no social capital, I had to figure out how to get into, and survive the rigors of college. I constantly deprived myself of breaks because every second of my time was invested to ensure I succeeded. It felt like carrying a heavy load on a lonely journey, lost in a maze. My family had no idea what I was going through, and quite frankly nobody knew, I didn’t have a support system to lean on or at least to express my concerns. It was inevitable that I would one day crumble, but to my surprise it came at the worst possible time. It came at a time when my future looked very bright, while under a prestigious scholarship with multiple career paths to choose. I had to leave school, because I was physically and mentally exhausted. The fire that once drove me had quenched. I had no reason to keep

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