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The Piano In Randa Jarrar's A Map Of Home

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Nidali and the Piano Keys: The Piano as a Parallel in Randa Jarrar’s A Map of Home
Randa Jarrar’s A Map of Home is a classic coming of age story in which readers watch a young girl grow into young adulthood. The protagonist Nidali navigates all the challenges a young woman can face while growing up; moving from place to place, family dramas, sexual awakenings, and the search for self-discovery. One challenge that will be discussed at length throughout this essay is Nidali’s struggle to grapple with the changing relationships within her family, predominantly her mother. In chapter three of the book, Fairuza brings home a new baby- a used baby grand piano. By bringing home a new adopted sibling for Nidali, Nidali’s mother introduces a significant …show more content…

Nidali feels adoration and reverence for her mother as she is one of her caregivers, yet she often believes that she is overlooked by Fairuza. Much like the emotions that Nidali harbours for Fairuza, Nidali’s emotions towards her mother’s piano are also diverse. When the piano enters the Ammar household, Nidali has immense respect for the piano, but also feels as though it is taking her mother’s attention and focus away from her. A time in the novel where Nidali proves that she respects the piano is when the piano first enters the house and Nidali asks permission to touch the instrument. The act of asking for permission illustrates courtesy towards not only the owner of the piano, but to the instrument itself. Nidali also has positive views of the piano as it makes her mother happy; throughout the novel, Nidali shows appreciation for her mother’s piano as the music makes both her mother and the household alive. While Nidali respects the piano, she quickly begins to harbour negative feelings for the instrument as it distracts her mother from her. One moment where Fairuza is distracted by the piano is when the instrument first enters their house. At this point in the story, Nidali has just won the Quran contest and yet her mother is too preoccupied with her piano to give Nidali praise. Nidali expresses that she wishes her mother was proud of her win. During this scene, Nidali also confirms that she is upset as she wants to reach out and hug her mother but she cannot as the piano is both physically and metaphorically in her way. The admiration and detestation that Nidali harbours for the piano are two emotions that generally should not coexist as they are juxtaposed. However, Nidali has these two opposite emotions towards the instrument. Both Nidali’s tenderness and loathing for the instrument are directly caused by upheaval in her

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