The Reflection Of My Emotions

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The introduction to The Reflection of My Emotions.

In this collection you will see the real me from outside to inside. you will get to experience the dark and light side of me and my emotions. With all hopes you will learn about my views on humanity and human emotion, in the way that I want you to. Please understand that this is written in the mindset on a teenager who has been taught at a young age that their value in society in the same as dirt or a doormat.

Love and Hate

People say in order for someone to truly love you , you have to love yourself.

If that is true then no one will ever truly love me for me, because I hate myself.

I don’t hate myself enough to hurt myself, but I hate myself enough to only wish for the worst for myself.

Because to me love is stupid and pointless it is only giving people all they need to destroy you.

Suicide And Lies

Words cannot even begin to describe the number of times that I’ve considered suicide. But I just smile and give a little laugh to keep people from noticing my pain.

No one can see my pain, No one can see my struggle.No can see the dark thoughts running through my head, No one can see me drowning in a sea of my own emotions , No one can see me internally flinch every time they ask if I’m alright or when I lie and say that I’m fine.

Sometimes I wonder why people ask each other if they 're alright if they know that their not. And then it hits me we would rather insure ourselves with lies then find out the…

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