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The Sniper Monologue

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I know it's been a while and I’ve been fine, up until now, because something came up. Marcus died. It happened on O'connell street in the capital of dublin. I was there when it happened. The enemy had me pinned down, but that didn’t stop me from winning. I got curious to as of who he was, seeing as of how good he was, but that's when I realised my mistake. When I checked out who it was, I discovered that it was Marcus. I didn't think about who was shooting at me from the distance, only the fact that he was. He died at my hands, and I never even thought it would be him, the enemy sniper, it had never crossed my mind! But that doesn’t change the fact that he’s dead. He’s dead, because of my decision. I felt a wave of nauseous, and all these emotions, …show more content…

I prayed for him, and I prayed to be forgiven. Now I write this letter as a way to make amends, to let Marcus rest in peace. I wish I could do it over, call out to him, get him to talk to me, and then go home together. I wish I could, I don't want it to be like this. I don't want to leave us like this. But that's life. As I write this letter I can’t help but think about all the times we’ve shared, and It's sad really, how we argued over a measly religion and risked our lives for it. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. Mom, when you read this, promise me you won’t let dad die. I know I couldn’t take it if Dad died, and knowing you, it would be much much worse. Please, in your next letter tell me about dad's condition. It hasn’t gotten worse, has it? It might be building up a lot of depression, and with the sudden news, it might seem as if the easiest option is to give up. But you can't, if you do, I will have nothing left to fight for besides dad, and Mom, if you gave up, Dad will give in, I bet he’s been struggling so much just to stay alive, he looks forward to the day when we are all together, it probably hurts so much, the pain he feels, the depression you feel, and the guilt I

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