From that moment on I knew my life was over. Since my father’s death I always thought I already had something terrible happen to me. I thought I already went through a inadequate experience that affected my life. Which means that I thought nothing bad was ever going to happen to me again. I thought that was true until April 29th 2013, one of the worst days of my life.
It was an astonishingly exquisite sunny day in Louisville, Kentucky. I was in bed feeling like my head was going to explode and my throat was going to bust, I never felt so sick in my life. I couldn’t get up because I was so horrendously nauseous and dizzy. My mother was at work and I couldn’t call her until her break, therefore my brother and sister took care of me until she
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I remember people crying, I heard people coughing, I smelt mildew and musty, it was one of the worst feelings I had ever had. Finally my mom walked over to me and sat down. She didn’t say anything and I wanted to ask her what the nurse said but I decided to be quiet. We waited and waited and it felt like 30 million hours had past and conclusively I heard my name, “Shamiya Cockerham.” They said my name wrong but I didn’t care I was thankful and relieved that I got to find out what was wrong with me, and prove to my mom that I wasn’t ok. Me and my mom got up and walked over to the nurse. I still felt really dizzy but I felt a little better than earlier because I got to sit down. We got to a room and I sat on the yellowish hospital bed. “The doctor will be here shortly” the nurse said in an ardent tone. My mom kept telling me “just know that you’re fine and that you probably just need medicine and will leave. I wished that was the case but that’s not at all what happened. A nurse came and did theses test on me then left. Several hours later the doctor came, he was really freakily tall and an awfully huge nose. He looked really competent and serious. He said that he needed to talk with my mother alone, my mom said “whatever you say to me you can say to Shamiya also.” “Ok, your daughter has pneumonia and is diagnosed with asthma” the doctor said with a benevolent tone in his voice. The first thing that came to mind was what pneumonia is but I
Have you seen my husband? Is all my mom was shouting as she held my hand tightly, running back and forth through the hospital? A receptionist sent us to a room, which felt like coming into an isolated mausoleum. The cold air enveloped my entire body, ice has replaced my spine and numbness is all my fingers felt. The room was somber dark, dead silence; the only sound heard was the heart machine ... Beep … Beep. There wasn’t anything more traumatizing then seeing my father lain on the bed, unresponsive, tubes coming from out mouth and nose. The sadness and desperation in his eyes broke my heart. All of sudden the heart monitor went off with a loud buzzing sound. A nurse jumped out of nowhere “Code Blue”, in matter of seconds 4 nurses and a doctor surrounded my father, my mom and I mindset was at a shock, like were able to see what was happening but couldn’t do anything our body was some glued to the floor. The doctors and nurses tired to help my father but it was too late,
I had been cringing about day for so long. I was completely terrified to go into that room. As the door opened I was exposed to a cold draft and I could feel the dense air. The day I was told this needed to be done was horrifying, and now it’s actually happening. They rolled me over to a new bed and I looked around seeing doctors everywhere. There was a table that they rolled next to me and on it was things that I can’t even explain. They put a green mask on me with tubes going through both sides of it. They told me I’d get drowsy and all of the sudden I closed my eyes and it was happening. I was getting knee surgery.
The stench of death hit my nostrils as I opened the door to go inside, which is why I always hated going to the hospital. We waited the fifteen minute queue, until I heard my name from a nurse. I followed the nurse into a small, beige room. I sat down on the examining table, as my doctor walked in. I told him my symptoms, and he did a quick check up. His cold fingers pressed against my lower back. “Breathe in and out.” He said. I did as told. “Slower.” he exclaimed. At that moment, while I was slowly breathing in and out, I could hear a small click every time I inhaled. The doctor looked up and said, “Ahhh, you seem to have pneumonia.” He explained to my mom and I what that meant because we were clueless. After he finished, he told us that if I waited any longer to go to the hospital, he wouldn’t be speaking to me, which opened my mom’s eyes finally. He told me that I couldn’t go to school for at least another two weeks, gave me a school note and my prescription. We left the hospital. My mom dropped me off, and went to pick up the medication. As I lay in bed, I remember thinking about everything that has happened to me in the past two days, and what the doctor told me. Those thoughts were interrupted by the opening of my bedroom door as my mom walked in. She handed me the medication. I swallowed the pills, and fell asleep. The next morning my mom walks in with a stack of papers. She said, “It’s alright if you’re not able to attend class,
I was sitting in the back of the taxi in Ukraine. The car moved and I began to see the one I love fade into the gray night fog. I will never forget the feeling I had during that moment. Like something was being ripped from my heart - a moment of great despair as I leave both my family and my country.
One night after writing a history paper, I was so tired I went to bed without eating. Around two in the morning I woke up scared for my life. My clothes were soaked with sweat, my head was spinning, my whole body was shaking, and I knew my blood sugar was horribly low. Getting out of bed, I went to my fridge to get something to eat. The next thing I know, I wake up in a hospital bed with both of my parents looking at me. I had been informed that I slipped into a coma for a day and I was lucky to be alive. My heart had also stopped beating when they found me. My only thoughts were that I had missed a day of classes.
We drove for what seemed hours to my six year old self. When we arrived in the parking lot of the hospital, which I can never remember the name of, he told us why we were there. Lauren threw a fit, screaming and crying like someone was hurting her. She shouted “I never wanted him”. I believe that is still to this day the biggest lie she has ever told. We walked up to the big glass hospital doors, and straight through them to the elevator. I waited and waited for what seemed forever until the big silver doors opened, and my dad showed us which way to go. We walked past room after room listening to the crying and sometimes laughter. Finally, we got to the right room and we walked in. There sat my mother on a hospital bed. She didn’t seem hurt or in pain, but they said it was happening fast. At one point my mother’s father (Poppy) took us down to the cafe, and all I remember is that hospitals have very good spaghetti. My Poppy got a phone call and all of the sudden we were on the move, going through the halls like there was a fire we were trying to escape from. When we got back to my mother’s hospital room, everyone looked so upset; their faces, eyes and cheeks were red and
I ran to my mom and told her the good news, but she looked dimly at me and only smiled a little, I asked what's wrong and she said, “All of my tumors have gone down but, I’m still sick, I can't have people raising money for me when i keep getting sick”, her voice cracking, all i said was “oh” and walked away, there was nothing i could do...When I got home from school, my aunt Cindy was there and Emergency responders were right in front of my aunt, my mom was on the floor and I freaked and ran toward her, a policeman asked me to identify myself, I said her daughter and i asked what went wrong, all he said was “I can't give that information, sorry” I started to get lightheaded and the only thing I remember was falling on the cold, bare ground, and darkness covering
They swarmed around me. The tears felt like fire. I heard worried, faint murmurs. “she's not going to make it”, and they're reassuring my crying, helpless parents, “she's going to be alright”. Even though I was so young, I thought that this was it. The fear. The pain. The sorrow. The memories still haunt me to this day.
She offered to take us to Stanford Hospital and wait for my mom’s surgery to finish. When we arrived at the hospital the concierge told us her surgery would take two to four more hours. I kept praying while waiting for the surgery to finish. Hours later the Doctor came out with the news, he stated “Froda lost a massive amount of blood, she will need a lot of rest, but she is in a stable condition”. Hearing those words gave me a bit of relief, but I was still emotionally devastated. Days later she woke up. Her face was pale as a ghost and had tubes going around her body. I was in shock and times couldn’t take the pain. I kept asking: “Mom do you know who I am?”. She would nod her head slowly.When she spoke, every word that came out was mumbly. I nor can anyone understand her, but I was happy that she was
Rushing to the hospital on a Friday night, I saw a blurred vision, felt dizziness as I saw a shot of IV in my forearm. I saw my mother tears rolling down her cheeks but I told her I will be okay. I was in the emergency room and the doctor asked me various of questions about my health, “Do you smoke? Do drugs? Any sexual activity?” I answered, “No.” The doctors informed to see my family physician for further test. I was not ready for the tests because they could read my future health and change my life.
When I woke up I had no idea where I was. I was dazed and really confused. The nurse came in and said, “Jaclyn you're in the Toledo Flower Hospital and you passed out.” My parents were sitting there with worried faces. I just wanted to know what was going on. She was giving me a medicine through my IV, looking as if she was frantic and dripping with sweat. As soon as I got my medicine a stretcher burst through the door. There was a bloody unconscious man lying on it. My nurse immediately ran to them and she was rushing around and looked like she was on an adrenaline rush. She was yelling for a Doctor, but there wasn't one around. She had to make the decision to intubate the patient without the doctor and that was a risky decision.
My mom at first thought that we had hit a large dog, but I knew from the smell; uncooked venison has a wild gamey smell to it that I have smelled many times before, and we argued over this until we heard a sound that was almost as loud as a gun shot and my mom said, “ I guess we will have to take your uncle Alvin up on his offer to use his pickup.” We still had to get to Scott City so that I could go to school and she could go to work, but my mom hates to change tires, and she would not let me change the tire, so I walked across the highway to see what road we were on to make sure my dad could find us. After the tire was fixed we headed into school, and I went through the motions getting more anxious as the day wore on. We left Healy around six thirty after my dad ended his shift; this meant we did not arrive in Wichita until late, although I still had to be up at six o'clock in the morning to be at the Canterbury Surgery Center by eight o'clock. The last things I remember before I went under were, asking why I didn't get to wear the cute dinosaur gown like one of the little kids got to wear, and thinking the heart monitor on my finger was a fish;
When I was only three days old doctors found out I have a life changing disease. After the discovery of cystic fibrosis in my chromosomes, I was hospitalized for three months. Seventeen years later, I have been hospitalized three times, have had three pick lines and large amount of antibiotics. In the summer leading to senior year, I was hospitalized. This time it was more frightening than before. After work one night, I began to cough up dark red blood. I immediately began to panic and sweat. My head was spinning. I could not believe this was happening. My mother nervously
That morning had begun just like any other, or so I believed. It was a cold winter morning, a school day, and I was 14 years old, getting up to get ready for school. It was while I went about my routine that I realized my parents were nowhere to be found. I was immediately concerned and searched the entire house for them before frantically running to our neighbors and beating on the door, desperate for an answer. When I managed to explain that my parents were gone he told me to come along in his car. Concerned, and fearing what was about to happen, I went with him, feeling even more frantic when I realized we had arrived at the hospital.
Mrs. Ahlvers got up from her big leather chair, waving her wooden cane around. Her black ½ heels shoes made a clicking sound as her checker high-low pants fan against her shoes. She was one lady that wore suspenders every day to hold up her pants and always wore plaid dark colors shirt with every outfit. As she passes me I could smell the coffee that she tried to cover up the cigarettes she smokes every passing hour or free hours outside by the playground near the garbage bin. As I raise my hand to ask her a question she comes close to me and I catch an eye booger sticking out of both corners of her eyes and I can see she her glasses hanging from her neck which looks old and the rope is a light brown but her eyes shows the years she has