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The 's Infamous Dead Dutchman

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On Aug. 15, 2013, 22-year-old Ugandan kayaker Chagga Bileni paddled into the White Nile’s infamous Dead Dutchman, a Class V rapid aptly named. Bileni did not survive, and no one knows the reasoning behind Bileni’s decision to run the rapid that took his life. The obvious answer and one that many who knew and loved him took was suicide. After months of researching and interviewing his closest friends and his doctors, I began to piece together the events leading up to his death and found the answer was a bit more complicated.

Bileni suffered from paranoid schizophrenia, a personality disorder that alters one’s perception of reality. People with schizophrenia often feel like they’re being watched or that others are trying to harm them. They usually hear things or people who don’t exist and say strange or confusing things. Few people understand the disorder, and many around the world have even never heard of it before. None of Bileni’s loved ones knew he had it, and they could not understand why the once charismatic and intelligent young man had become distrustful, reclusive and moody. During Bileni’s last year alive his family and mzungu (white foreigner) friends sought help for him, the former through shaman healing and the latter through a government-operated health clinic in Jinja 40 km upstream.

Mental disorders can be debilitating. They affect people’s physical health, financial stability and ability to contribute to their families and communities. The Ugandan

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