Tina 's Arms And Straight Into Mine

For the first couple hours having her home it was a joy. She would jump on the couch and I would give her a belly rub, I would go outside and she would follow me. But whenever someone else pet her, or tried to pet her, she would growl and run to me. She could tell that I chose her and that I truly, dearly love her. And I could tell that she truly, dearly loves me.

At last we made it. We were at the place. I was jumping with excitement. Then we went in the place there was 5 puppies in the house. They were so fuzzy. Since we took them outside one of them followed me and my dad. That’s how we pick out our puppy. On the way home, we were passing him around so everyone would see him. When it was my turn he fell asleep on my lap. My mom said to just leave him on my lap so he wouldn’t wake up.

A breath to build a glow. I've heard it said a thousand times, but now I know. That I do not know what I have, until it's gone. I thought I kept you safe and sound. I thought I made you strong. But this whole thing made me realize that I was wrong. This is not the end and this is not the beginning. This is not what I had planned and it is out of my control now. Thoughts were spinning in my head, and I had so many things were left unsaid. It's hard to let you go. All I can think about is you, and how many little things I miss and love and the memories we made together. I just cannot lose you, because did not know what I had, until it is almost gone. From catching lightning bugs with you and the babies, to every photo on my phone, to picking you up at Michael’s Pizza, dropping you off at Greene’s Orthodontics, to camping, realizing that that could be over and gone made me cry. The little things give us away; I have always said that. Seeing you smile to my dumb jokes, and cheesy pickup lines, to hearing you giggle and scream when I try to tickle you, to being there when you get a phone a

I promised you so many things that I would do in life, for you. Those next few days that followed would only get tougher to face. It started to become more real that when we left the hospital, you weren’t going to be coming home with us. I remember vomiting more times than I can remember that week. Every time I walked out of your room I had to find the nearest trashcan as the thought of you dying literally made me sick. My heart hurt so badly that at certain points I swear I could hear the pieces of it shattering on the ground, falling into millions of pieces.

Your beam was so beautiful, I love when I used to tell you jokes and watch you laugh. Our bond was there through thick and thin it was unbreakable. I even miss the mornings when you would scream at me to get up and stop being lazy. Those were the days I was in a normal mindset back then now I am not the same guy you think I was. Natures beauty is so life changing and has been impactful to my lifestyle. These past months have been very poignant to me because as I get closer to having no food. When I think of my food going scarce my thought process starts thinking of my loving family. I think about the good times we had. Even though I am stuck in my Great Alaskan Adventure I will always love you

You offered me a ride home. I was reluctant at first, but I soon accepted. It was great, really. We sang and told jokes. For the short amount of time, I forgot you had a boyfriend. It felt like it was just us. Then I was home, in an empty house, replaying the memory in my head. Over, and over, and over again.

It had been a very long day, but now I sit at rest. Today was the first day Slade took me out to ride. I was relaxing in the garage before he came up the sidewalk and rolled me up into the trailer and then we left. It was awhile before we arrived but I was with the other two so I was fine.

I can’t even begin to describe the comfort of his soft, warm little body snuggled up to me. Even after the most stressful, aggravating day, he can send me into the most peaceful sleep with his soft rumbling purrs. He rests his elegant head against my chest, and I wrap my arm around him and rest the book on my

But then he came back. That made me so happy. And yet, when we parted ways, the only thing that kept me going was my new sister. She’s getting older now, but I hope she will never have to go through a terrible orphanage like the Home of the Angels. She’s a lovely little girl, Annie is. She reminds me of Jenn- Oh, I really must stop thinking of him, it’ll only make it worse. But then, I can’t help thinking of the happy times we spent together before I got on this train. We met up back home, and I told him I loved him, and when I think of that, those words made him happy. I could tell. He looked so depressed when I saw him, and I think I brightened his day. And all that depression happened again when I said I had to go. How can all of my sorrow be summarized in those words? I should have explained to him why I was leaving so soon. I miss him already, and I saw him only a few hours

During the time we spent together on Friday I realized many things. I realized that I pass by you every day and never took the chance to start a conversation with you. I realized how beautiful you truly are. The way your hair reaches out in every direction but you still know how to make it look as good as if it were straightened or curled. How even though your hair falls off for a season and you are completely bald for another, you still make the world look beautiful but, it is more than your physical characteristics that caught my attention.

I hate being away from you. Time resonates with you because I was always counting the minutes until I heard your voice, or the hours until I saw your face once again.

The day was so beautiful everything was going so perfectly, but the minute he wasn 't with me i was shook. Jealous of little kids, I think not. I was there physically, but mentally my mind was wandering. I Was stuck in a daze.

So I was off to see my new love internist and close friend at the time. Feeling risky and excited she and i teased each other with thought of being together. But later that day when her soft tender lips landed on mine in that warm sun and it felt like the Gods shinned down from heaven with approval the warmth of that kiss would change are life’s for the rest of are days not knowing then I would soon be on won knee to ask her to be my lovely and enchanting bride.

I wanted you to stay here holding ' me I miss you I miss your smile and I still shed a tear every once in a while and even though it 's different now you’re still here somehow my heart won’t let you go

“Goodnight kids. Love ya’ both. ” Sighing, I shut the thin white door behind me as I make my way to the stairs, carefully avoiding the fourth step, which upon contact would creak so loudly it would pierce the tranquility of the night. At first turning left to go into the kitchen, I stop to look at his beautiful picture hanging by the rusted fridge handle. Staring at me is his face, strong and confident, and his caring smile, his skin, the color of beautiful chocolate, smooth and flawless. In his arms carrying our two beautiful girls. Oh, how I can smell his scent of aftershave and cigarettes embracing me. The thought of how he had to leave and so suddenly piercing my heart. Feeling tears slowly start to fill my eyes, I see how our girls