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To The Bone Analysis

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Have you ever watched “To the Bone”? It's on Netflix. It's about a girl previously named Ellen, now Eli because her doctor thinks Ellen sounds too old for her, who's close to getting the tube (if you don't get enough calories, they hook you up with a drip of a substance with 1,500 calories in it. That's what tubing is.). I think the movie is supposed to make you think twice about the disorder and boost you into recovery, but it made me think thrice. Eli looked amazing. Her spine was prominent and bruised because she had done so many sit-ups, and I found it to be good encouragement. I watch it about once a month, just in case I begin to lose motivation. Bones. Calories. Numbers. Tiny ballerinas. Weightless feathers, even. Sometimes teeny supermodels. Those are the number one things that I think of. It's not a teenage phase, because I've been dealing with this unhealthy mindset for over eight years, longer than the -teen age. …show more content…

I took her hand sanitizer to coax her into giving back my things. It smelled so good, I considered keeping it. But her anger interrupted my inner debate. She'd called me “fatty” with no other context (nine years later, and she's still apologizing for it because of the impact it made). Now, I've been picked on my size, but that hit hard. She was my friend. A girl at the back of the bus, Annie, smacked her on the back of her head. I don't promote violence or anything like that, but I believe in justice. Even so, Annie’s retaliation didn't satisfy me. I wasn't mad at Kayla. I was mad at my cellulite. My rolls. The jiggle in my cheeks and my legs when the bus hit a bump. Hurting Kayla wouldn't suffice, it wasn't her fault. It was my problem, and it was something I'd have to solve on my own. I began by skipping

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