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When she was younger, they would decorate the Christmas tree together. There would be Christmas

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When she was younger, they would decorate the Christmas tree together. There would be Christmas music playing and cups of warm apple cider. They would argue laughingly over whose topper got put on the tree. Once all the ornaments had been hung and before the tissue paper and boxes had been put away, they would sit on the floor around the tree with all of the lights off, just the strands of white bulbs lighting the space. Gradually, as the years passed, hanging the ornaments became less and less of an ordeal. One year, no one remembered to make the cider. The next year, there was no cider and no music. Finally, she was the only one left. She knew that if she didn’t step up to the plate, they might not have had a tree at all, let alone one …show more content…

There were no cookies in the kitchen; none had survived her mother’s no-carb purge. Instead, she put some sesame crackers on a plate, poured a small glass of scotch, and put these on the mantel. It wasn’t milk and cookies like the Christmas Eves of her childhood, but she hoped Santa wouldn’t mind. A small part of her knew that, if he really did exist, he wouldn’t mind. In a moment of childlike fantasy, she set a note next to the plate. “Santa, IOU a dozen homemade chocolate chip cookies. Excuse the paltry offerings. There’s more of each in the kitchen if you’d like. Wake me up if you get another drink. I’d be glad to join you. Beatrice.”

The next morning, she awoke to the sounds of paper ripping. They hadn’t even waited for her before starting to open presents. As she entered the living room, she noted with dismay that the crackers and glass of scotch were untouched. A small part of her had secretly hoped that her parents would have taken some of each, like they had in her younger years, as a nod to their previous efforts to perpetuate her belief in Santa.
Each member of her family had retreated into separate corners of the room to unwrap their gifts. No one said a word to each other outside of the requisite “thank you” once a gift had been opened. No one looked at each other and no one saw her begin to cry as she began to unwrap her small pile of presents.
One by one, as each member of her family finished unwrapping, they left the room, arms

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