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Why Does Briony Write An Essay On Atonement

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As Briony grows older she comes to her senses and realizes that what she did to Robbie wasn’t okay. Briony hopes that if she apologizes to Robbie and Cecilia they would easily forgive all of what she’s done. Briony feels guilty because if she didn’t then she wouldn’t have spent her whole life seeking for atonement. Briony has to go on beating herself up because she couldn’t fix what she had done, “guilt refined the methods of self-torture, threading the beads of detail into an eternal loop, a rosary to be fingered for a lifetime” (McEwan 162). She spends the rest of her life feeling guilty about what she’s done that she tries to forgive herself. Instead of working towards atonement Briony gives herself atonement by writing about her lovers surviving the war and having a happy ending when none of it even happened. Briony thinks that she can just put aside her troubles and not let them get to her to make her feel guilty "I've always been good at not thinking about the things that are really troubling me" (McEwan 341). This is ironic how Briony says this because she ends up spending her lifetime …show more content…

Robbie felt guilty for not doing as much as he could have during war. He feels guilt for not doing enough to help someone, whereas Briony is guilty of what she did. Robbie’s guilt shows the kind of person he is because he wanted to do all he could in order to help the lives of others. Even though Robbie was close to dying as well, he still felt guilty for not helping the civilians at war. There was not much for Robbie to do in his situation; he himself was going to die if he didn’t leave. Robbie’s guilt wasn’t necessarily something he should have dwelled on for long. Anyone in his situation would have done the same thing. Briony’s guilt is a bit more selfish because she ruined Robbie’s life and she didn’t really have much sympathy for Robbie having to go to war she just wanted

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