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Why I Don 't Know

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I watched her as she started to explain why she started to try and talk to me more. "Well, I obviously remembered a lot from the party, it was the night of many firsts-" She laughed a little bit, looking up at me, "It was the first time I was drunk, the first time I smoked weed, really my first party, and it was my first time having sex-" I widened my eyes, not realizing that I took her virginity, "I don 't know, I just didn 't want to give up. I feel like every girl who talks to you just gives up. And I can 't deny that you 're attractive, I don 't know, I don 't know if I had a crush on you at first, but it definitely turned into that. It was almost like you challenged me to try and get you to let me be your friend, so I made that my …show more content…

"Yeah but one of them will die eventually, so you 're going to be heartbroken no matter what." I looked away from her and looked down at my tattoos. "But you have memories. You have someone who you lived your life with, who you had amazing times with. You weren 't lonely your whole life-" I looked back up at her, she was still watching me, "It 's not about, what if we break up, what if we divorce, when we die, it 's about being in the moment with the person who means so much to you. No matter what you will always have those good memories to look back on, to be thankful for." She smiled slightly and I looked at her, feeling my heart beat start to race. I can 't understand the fact that she likes me back. Someone like her likes someone like me. She 's so beautiful, she 's smart, she has a good life ahead of her, why would should go for someone like me. I suddenly felt myself leaning in and I noticed she was too. I 've obviously kissed her before, but it was a drunk kiss, only full of lust. I quickly licked my lips and I moved my hand to the back of her neck slowly, pulling her closer to me as I pressed my lips against hers, softly. She kissed me back and moved her hand to my forearm, moving her lips in sync against mine. I don 't want to sound all sappy and cliche, but there was definitely something there as soon as our lips touched. This kiss wasn 't full of lust or hunger. It was full of something real, it felt right this time. I pulled back slowly, opening my

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