Writing From A Place Of Love And I Have Been Thinking About Writing

If some-one else who you are dealing with becomes distressed or aggressive, never hesitate to go and ask some-one for reassurance or help. As this can progress from some-one being upset, to distressed, then to being aggressive and in most cases anger. Then you will need to go and get help immediately. People who will progress to anger doesn’t always aim it at you who is trying to help them, they just have a build-up of frustration which you will see in their face. You need to look for help as you don’t know what the person intends to do, to themselves or others around them. Most of the time they will harm themselves. Which seeking advice and help is a first step which you will also have to explain to the person what you are exactly doing to help and protect them.

People constantly let me down. I constantly let myself down. I have been like trump and built a wall around my life. You on the other hand have a superpower no other person has. You can phase through walls, and you have mine. You're the only person I trust to not let me down. I want to keep you that way. I don’t want to take away that superpower or I will be all alone inside my walls. Your different Ashleigh. I am getting all mad about the smallest things because around this time is when I have been starting to get cheated on. So I am paranoid that I am going to lose you like I lose everything else. I don’t try to get worked up, it is just my inner self telling me “Hey! Remember that thing that happened around this time in your relationship. Yeah, it might be happening again.” But everytime that happens, you just walk through those walls and make everything better. You make me a better person. Instead of having those walls maybe you can help me build a window and a door and stuff so I can start to open up again. I want you to be the person to do that, and you have those

I think part of the reason I’m upset is because of you. Like I have never ever allowed myself to open up to anyone. I don’t like the idea of someone knowing everything about me and not knowing if the friendship will last, because if it doesn’t that person will live their life knowing everything about me. I remember that’s what we’d argue about, me thinking this wouldn’t last. Ever since September, you changed dramatically. You used to want to know everything that was going on. Now I try to tell you a story or try to tell you what’s going on, and you have no interest. I’ll be like “I broke my leg” and you’ll say “oh damn, feel better.” I’m not saying that’s wrong I’m saying I miss having a person I tell every little thing to. I said I feel like

I don’t know how much damage this may cause, but I need to get this off my chest. I have actually briefly brought this up with a few other people and they seemed to have noticed it, so I fear how much you have noticed. I think my “annoying” behavior towards you is at least what you have noticed. For a while now I have been… admiring you. There’s probably a better word for it, but I will go with admire for now. I don’t know why, but I have been aspiring to be more like you, viewing you as a mentor for me. That is why I am asking so many questions. I know, you might say that I should be going to someone better like Alex, but they don’t have a spark that you do.

you talk crap about me and i end up leaving you then you come crawling right back and want to be friends with me again. i will give you one more chance. this time we MIGHT be friends. i may pick you up and drop you like nothing and leave you and see how you like it. but that doesnt have to happen if you tell me the truth and if you dont like something about me then tell

When I get angry, I tend to keep my feelings to myself to the point where it builds up. I rarely get angry but when I do, it gets intense which often leads to shedding tears or shouting. For instance, there was a time when I had an argument with my dad because he did not consider my opinion in regards to a matter I strongly believed in. Often times, my main cause of anger comes from being rejected when my values are violated. Thus this will affect me in handling conflict situations in the future if I get involved with people who are close minded or inconsiderate of other’s beliefs and feelings. The best thing I can do to better cope with this kind of situation is to accept and be open-minded of the fact that each individual has different attitudes and behaviours which I do not have control over. Therefore, I have to learn to be in control of my negative feelings and behaviours instead of blaming

When your upset you always tend to say things that tick me off. " Last thing u want to do is act like a buggaboo, I don't sweat anybody never will, this is why I don't call any females swear to God" --> like wtf is that about exactly? Every chance you get you talk about other females and I just don't know why. I don't care why you don't call females I care about why you don't call me. So just remember that the next time we

Since the first time I picked up a pencil and a piece of paper I have been taught how things ought to be done. Dot your i’s and cross your t’s, check your spelling, and do not forget the period at the end of each of your sentences. Writing shows you understand how to fit together facts and bits of information, but when does the real test of knowledge finally come into play? Your writing must express you, while still managing to cover all the appropriate content. All those years ago I wish I would have had someone to teach me that writing could be enjoyable; but for me, it is just another task that must be completed (and a difficult task at that). Writing has always been challenging; a job in other words, which takes time to learn, and despite its best efforts, has attempted to push me to grow.

So I'm pretty sure you think I'm an asshole now... but I just want you to know that if you ever need anything I can be here for you. Sometimes I do irrational things, but it's usually when I'm afraid of being hurt. This whole thing has been pretty confusing lately, but if anything has remained constant it's that I do care about you and I'm pretty sure you care about me too. My actions the other night were wrong, and even though we're "taking a break" it just didn't feel right. The truth is, I was feeling confused and I didn't want to be missing someone I wasn't with. So, I tried to find draw my attention away from you and it didn't work at all. You've left quite an impression on me. I don't want to play games with you. It's difficult, but this

Anger is not an uncommon human emotion. We all do feel it at different times in our lives. However, if your anger has reached such proportions that verbal and physical abuse to those around you has become common, you quickly need to curb this emotional state. It is finally you yourself who needs to take the first step towards bringing your state of mind back into reasonable levels on anger.

For me, this is the hard part. Starting out an essay that focuses on one topic, or something that I’m not particularly fond of. That’s one thing I really dislike about English, being limited on the topic, or being assigned a topic that you have to write specifically about. Writing is somewhat boring to me, and I don’t exactly know why, but starting it out feels almost impossible to me a lot of the time. Sometimes, writing is fun for me though. Once in a while when I write, I feel like I’m alone, everything drowns out, like smells and sounds. But when writing things, I prefer to try to challenge myself and continuously try to improve myself, the same with reading.

I have a lot of thoughts that I want to be able to save. I have a hard time putting them down on paper because the words do not flow as freely from my brain to my hands. I worry about the correct words, spelling, punctuation, etc. When I think, I do not have to worry about that. Writing is also slower than thinking and by the time I get my thoughts out, I have trouble remembering what I was trying to write. . I also try to edit as I write or type. As I write this, I am doing it with my eyes closed so I will not get distracted. I had to go back and edit the spelling and grammar. I also don’t have a large vocabulary, my spelling is bad, and my grammar is poor. I want to improve this to help my communication at work and with others. I would like to write some of my ideas and thought down as legacy for my family so when I am gone, dead, they will have some way to read my memories and to remember me. As I get older, I am well aware that I forget many things. I don’t recall conversations, vacations, dates and the like. I also notice when I think, I have emotions, and images and references and links to other thoughts that don’t translate into words. On paper, I have to add additional words to describe what is in my head. I also find that I

I always loved to write. Since I was in elementary school, one of my best courses was Reading and Writing. While most of my peers loved physical education, I was one of those who spend time in the library reading and writing varies books and book reports. As I grew up, I began a love for baseball, in particular the Montreal Expos and came to love them almost as my second family. I follow the stats and stories of the Expos since 1984 and while most people went to church every Sunday to worship, I visited ballparks almost everyday to see my beloved Expos baseball team. I came close to writing a book about baseball, but because of my age and circumstances back then, it never develop as it should. In the early 1990 's, I was the editor of my

All throughout my years of schooling, I’ve had just about, one paper that was about one page long, due every year. My papers never had to be more than one page in length. Therefore, I did not have to do much writing or do many essays. Surely not enough to remember any of the assignments. Writing has never been something I enjoyed doing, so I never bothered to many any memories of my writing experiences. I did not think it was necessary to remember any of them since I only had to do them to get a grade. The only writing experience I remember was the first assignment I had in this English 100 class about a writing experience. All week long, I sat there thinking about what to write about, but nothing came to mind as a topic. Then, one thing came to mind, but it was so very vague, I could not write the length that was needed for the assignment. I could only think of a few sentences to write for it. After sitting for a few moments longer, I thought, how about I write about how difficult it was for me to write this essay before it was due.

I hear some people say that they got so angry they lost control and didn’t know what they were doing. I often wondered what that must be like. I, being a very passive person, have never lost control when I’ve become angered. I’ve always had total awareness of my situation. In the movie “Anger Management”, Jack Nicholson so nicely stated: “Your temper is the one thing you can’t get rid of by loosing it” I’ve probably come close at times, but never gone over the edge to uncontrollable rage. I remember there was one time it came close.